See the stars unmade
Make way for the memories remain
And ignore the good ones
Watch it burn tonight
The world is never big enough for you
And i'm dying not to see you
You have a place in me, you always do
Don't think to go back to the alley
You know it's true
You have a place in me, you always do
Don't think to go back to the alley
You know it's true but not tonight
The wounds I'm healing from your goodbyes
It's the reason I'm still here tonight
Despise, abhorrence, and detestation
In conclusion is the reason to forget 2002
You have a place in me, you always do
Don't think to go back to the alley
You know it's true
You have a place in me, you always do
Don't think to go back to the alley
You know it's true
You just adding 'I' in 'misery' and 'pain' to me
Cus letting go is so much easier than moving on
Jumat, 08 Juni 2012
Selasa, 29 Mei 2012
WHY
The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
LIKE A KNIFE
I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away
Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.
Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember
Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.
Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away
Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.
Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember
Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.
Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life
ON A DAY JUST LIKE THIS
I remember how the first
time I laid my eyes on you It was on a day just like this You were
wearing your black dress Can I call you tonight Can we talk for a while
Im sick of living in black and white
I'm getting ready for my sanctuary I'm feeling unsteady I'm getting ready for my sanctuary So hear me say
Something better is coming up It caught my eyes Something brighter is coming up It hurt my eyes
I remember how the first time I laid my eyes on you It was on a day just like this I was wearing my black dress The moment was golden when the days getting colder so hear me say
I'm getting ready for my sanctuary I'm feeling unsteady I'm getting ready for my sanctuary So hear me say
Something better is coming up It caught my eyes Something brighter is coming up It hurt my eyes
I've been trying a thousand times To let you know To let you go But the phone is dead I can't reach you
I'm getting ready for my sanctuary I'm feeling unsteady I'm getting ready for my sanctuary So hear me say
Something better is coming up It caught my eyes Something brighter is coming up It hurt my eyes
I remember how the first time I laid my eyes on you It was on a day just like this I was wearing my black dress The moment was golden when the days getting colder so hear me say
I'm getting ready for my sanctuary I'm feeling unsteady I'm getting ready for my sanctuary So hear me say
Something better is coming up It caught my eyes Something brighter is coming up It hurt my eyes
I've been trying a thousand times To let you know To let you go But the phone is dead I can't reach you
HINGGA MIMPIKU DATANG KEMBALI
Bila hari mulai kelam sambut malam yang terindah
Kita disini berkumpul bersama dan nyanyikan lagu ceria
Buanglah sejenak masalah yang ada
Kita bernyanyi bersama dan satukan hati kita
Bila sekian lama ku cari apa yang lama ku nanti
Hingga kini ku masih menunggu arti hidup ini
Buanglah sejenak dengan masalah yang ada
Kita bernyanyi bersama dan satukan hati kita
Dan ku berjalan tentukan langkah ku
Hari pun mulai datang dan pergi
Hiasi warna hidupku
Dan ku berjalan tentukan langkah ku
Hari pun mulai datang dan pergi
Takkan pernah kusesali semua yg telah terjadi
Hingga mimpiku datang kembali
Mimpi yg lebih berarti
Kita disini berkumpul bersama dan nyanyikan lagu ceria
Buanglah sejenak masalah yang ada
Kita bernyanyi bersama dan satukan hati kita
Bila sekian lama ku cari apa yang lama ku nanti
Hingga kini ku masih menunggu arti hidup ini
Buanglah sejenak dengan masalah yang ada
Kita bernyanyi bersama dan satukan hati kita
Dan ku berjalan tentukan langkah ku
Hari pun mulai datang dan pergi
Hiasi warna hidupku
Dan ku berjalan tentukan langkah ku
Hari pun mulai datang dan pergi
Takkan pernah kusesali semua yg telah terjadi
Hingga mimpiku datang kembali
Mimpi yg lebih berarti
MASA LALU
ketika kuberlari kau menjatuhkan diriku
bergegas kuberdiri kau mengacuhkan diriku
kau melukai otakku dengan semua bangsatmu
dan menghancurkan senyumku membuatku terdiam
melebur
kuhantamkan semua masa laluku
hapuskan semua mimpi tentangmu
mencabik hentakkan nafasku
mencoba membunuhmu
yang tertanam di masa laluku
merobek semua khayalan
hancurkan yang kurasakan
berharap untuk melupakan
semua yang telah kau berikan
hidup membeku menerkam selalu menipu
ku takkan pernah terbunuh oleh semua masa laluku
yang membusuk dan aku melupakanmu
pergilah menjauh menghilang dari hidupku
bergegas kuberdiri kau mengacuhkan diriku
kau melukai otakku dengan semua bangsatmu
dan menghancurkan senyumku membuatku terdiam
melebur
kuhantamkan semua masa laluku
hapuskan semua mimpi tentangmu
mencabik hentakkan nafasku
mencoba membunuhmu
yang tertanam di masa laluku
merobek semua khayalan
hancurkan yang kurasakan
berharap untuk melupakan
semua yang telah kau berikan
hidup membeku menerkam selalu menipu
ku takkan pernah terbunuh oleh semua masa laluku
yang membusuk dan aku melupakanmu
pergilah menjauh menghilang dari hidupku
MENANGKAN MIMPI
Terkadang aku benci dunia. Tetap menghina, terus menyiksa
Dan ingin terus menghilang dari mereka
Sekejap aku merasa bisa untuk meraba, untuk merasa
Aku akan selalu terjebak dalam permainan dunia
Ku melompat membakar arah, dan ku terbang menangkap mimpiku
Dan ku terus berlari mengejar mimpi, tak akan pernah berhenti
Seribu satu rintangan bukan alasan untuk membuatku berhenti
Dan ingin terus menghilang dari mereka
Sekejap aku merasa bisa untuk meraba, untuk merasa
Aku akan selalu terjebak dalam permainan dunia
Ku melompat membakar arah, dan ku terbang menangkap mimpiku
Dan ku terus berlari mengejar mimpi, tak akan pernah berhenti
Seribu satu rintangan bukan alasan untuk membuatku berhenti
HIDUP
kuberjalan untuk memakan waktu
terus berjalan meski terjatuh
tetap tersenyum itulah diriku
untuk melawan semua hidupku
setiap arah tanpa tujuan
tak bermakna tanpa harapan
dan dihancurkan dengan kutukan
terselamatkan oleh persahabatan
semua rasa telah tersimpan
setiap perih dan air mata
terus menembus dalam kehidupan
tanpa ada yang mengharapkan
hidup pasti akan kukalahkan
nafasku takkan terpecahkan
tangan akan tetap tergenggam
jiwa teruslah bercahaya
dan aku kan jalankan hidupku untuk selamanya
tuhan tolong selamatkan aku
dari semua bangsat dihidupku
dan kuharap itu akan berlalu
semua akan berada ditanganku
omong kosong selalu memburu
tanpa perduli siapa diriku
kebohongan terus menyentuh
kemunafikan selalu mengejarku
rasa ini telah lama tersimpan
aku disini mencoba untuk bertahan
hidup memang berat
tapi akan ku takhlukan hidup tanpa terus bertahan
terus berjalan meski terjatuh
tetap tersenyum itulah diriku
untuk melawan semua hidupku
setiap arah tanpa tujuan
tak bermakna tanpa harapan
dan dihancurkan dengan kutukan
terselamatkan oleh persahabatan
semua rasa telah tersimpan
setiap perih dan air mata
terus menembus dalam kehidupan
tanpa ada yang mengharapkan
hidup pasti akan kukalahkan
nafasku takkan terpecahkan
tangan akan tetap tergenggam
jiwa teruslah bercahaya
dan aku kan jalankan hidupku untuk selamanya
tuhan tolong selamatkan aku
dari semua bangsat dihidupku
dan kuharap itu akan berlalu
semua akan berada ditanganku
omong kosong selalu memburu
tanpa perduli siapa diriku
kebohongan terus menyentuh
kemunafikan selalu mengejarku
rasa ini telah lama tersimpan
aku disini mencoba untuk bertahan
hidup memang berat
tapi akan ku takhlukan hidup tanpa terus bertahan
mengenaskan T^T
Jmpt akuu syang
Cew: sayang..Aku sudah di airport.Kamu jmput aku ya?
Cow:kamu sdh ada di airport?kok gak ngabarin dlu sih?Aku lmbur ni,ada kerjaan penting yg harus aku selesaikan..mungkin 2 jm lg bru selesai..
Cew:gpp sayang,aku tungguin..
Cow:lagian kamu plg kok mndadak,gag ngasih tau lg.
Cew:maaf sayang,kakak lg diluar kota,mama lg gag enak badan,Lagipula pengennya yg pertama kali aku liat itu kmu..Maaf kalo aku nyusahin kamu..
Cow:iya gpp,tunggu 2 jm lg y..
1 jam kemudian..
Cew:halo sayang,blom selesai ya kerjaannya?
Cow:gimana mau selesai kalo kamunya nelpon mulu!Udah ya tunggu sejam lagi,bye!
Cew:hallo sayang..Yah.....Udah dimatiin.
Melihat hpnya terus berdering panggilan dari cewenya,dia pun mematikan hpnya..
Pukul 22:00 setelah pekerjaannya selesai si cowo pun langsung menuju bandara tanpa mengaktifkan hpnya terlebih dahulu.
Sesampainya dibandara dia mencari cewenya, tapi gak ditemukan.Lalu dia mengaktifkan hpnya ada 5 sms yang diabaikannya..
Dia menelpon cewenya dan hpnya pun sudah gak aktif lagi.
''kalo hanya gak dijemput,kenapa mesti marah sampai mematikan hp sih!"Gerutunya..
Si cowo pun menuju rumah cewenya namun tak ada orang,dia ingin melangkahkan kakinya pergi namun,terhenti ketika ambulance datang..
Kakaknya si cewe:kemana saja kamu!Penjahat itu sudah menusuk adikku.Dia nungguin kamu,bukan nungguin kematiannya!berkali kali aku memintanya pulang,tapi dia tetap bersikeras nungguin kamu..
Kalo gini jadinya,siapa yang kehilangan dia,bukan kamu! tapi kita semua ..
Si cowo pun hanya diam mematung tanpa suara.. Dibacanya sms dari cewenya..
20:25 sayang kok hpnya dimatiin?
20:30 sayang, belom selesai ya?
20:40 sayang ada yang merhatiin aku terus..
20:45 aku takut,kamu dimana sayang?
20:50 ya sudah aku pulang sendiri,sebenarnya aku pulang cuma mau ngucapin happy anniversary untuk kita,makanya gak mau dijemput siapapun..
Makasih sayang untuk waktu 2 tahunnya.I Love U,maafkan aku sayang.
Cew: sayang..Aku sudah di airport.Kamu jmput aku ya?
Cow:kamu sdh ada di airport?kok gak ngabarin dlu sih?Aku lmbur ni,ada kerjaan penting yg harus aku selesaikan..mungkin 2 jm lg bru selesai..
Cew:gpp sayang,aku tungguin..
Cow:lagian kamu plg kok mndadak,gag ngasih tau lg.
Cew:maaf sayang,kakak lg diluar kota,mama lg gag enak badan,Lagipula pengennya yg pertama kali aku liat itu kmu..Maaf kalo aku nyusahin kamu..
Cow:iya gpp,tunggu 2 jm lg y..
1 jam kemudian..
Cew:halo sayang,blom selesai ya kerjaannya?
Cow:gimana mau selesai kalo kamunya nelpon mulu!Udah ya tunggu sejam lagi,bye!
Cew:hallo sayang..Yah.....Udah dimatiin.
Melihat hpnya terus berdering panggilan dari cewenya,dia pun mematikan hpnya..
Pukul 22:00 setelah pekerjaannya selesai si cowo pun langsung menuju bandara tanpa mengaktifkan hpnya terlebih dahulu.
Sesampainya dibandara dia mencari cewenya, tapi gak ditemukan.Lalu dia mengaktifkan hpnya ada 5 sms yang diabaikannya..
Dia menelpon cewenya dan hpnya pun sudah gak aktif lagi.
''kalo hanya gak dijemput,kenapa mesti marah sampai mematikan hp sih!"Gerutunya..
Si cowo pun menuju rumah cewenya namun tak ada orang,dia ingin melangkahkan kakinya pergi namun,terhenti ketika ambulance datang..
Kakaknya si cewe:kemana saja kamu!Penjahat itu sudah menusuk adikku.Dia nungguin kamu,bukan nungguin kematiannya!berkali kali aku memintanya pulang,tapi dia tetap bersikeras nungguin kamu..
Kalo gini jadinya,siapa yang kehilangan dia,bukan kamu! tapi kita semua ..
Si cowo pun hanya diam mematung tanpa suara.. Dibacanya sms dari cewenya..
20:25 sayang kok hpnya dimatiin?
20:30 sayang, belom selesai ya?
20:40 sayang ada yang merhatiin aku terus..
20:45 aku takut,kamu dimana sayang?
20:50 ya sudah aku pulang sendiri,sebenarnya aku pulang cuma mau ngucapin happy anniversary untuk kita,makanya gak mau dijemput siapapun..
Makasih sayang untuk waktu 2 tahunnya.I Love U,maafkan aku sayang.
blessed of the flower by envy chord
Dm
I want you to realize forever
Don’t just tell that were okay
F#mm Em
I’m on my way to bring you down
Dm
You have been writing a mistake
That is hard to be deleted
F#m Em
This not the first time you did that to me
Dm
You want me to be
F#m Em
You know that i can’t sense your feeling
Dm
And i cant take it
F#m Em
Cause u’ve thrown every missing voices
Dm
And that’s the moment
Fm
I had to try,to believe in your fucking lies
F#m
Your killing me and u couldn’t see into my eyesand
Dm
I’m blessed…by envy!
F#m
Time doesn’t let us to steal your words
Dm
And i cant explain
F#m
And dont forget take back the words that you will regret cause
Em Dm
I’ll be your guide to death
Em D
Watching days that overwhelming
Em
And all the time we had
Dm
You want me to be
F#m Em
You know that I cant sense your feeling
Dm
And i cant take it
F#m Em
Cause u’ve thrown every missing voices
F#M
And i cant love
Dm
Since you left
Em
No ones right
Dm
Until i see her eyes
Ending :
F#m E D
I want you to realize forever
Don’t just tell that were okay
F#mm Em
I’m on my way to bring you down
Dm
You have been writing a mistake
That is hard to be deleted
F#m Em
This not the first time you did that to me
Dm
You want me to be
F#m Em
You know that i can’t sense your feeling
Dm
And i cant take it
F#m Em
Cause u’ve thrown every missing voices
Dm
And that’s the moment
Fm
I had to try,to believe in your fucking lies
F#m
Your killing me and u couldn’t see into my eyesand
Dm
I’m blessed…by envy!
F#m
Time doesn’t let us to steal your words
Dm
And i cant explain
F#m
And dont forget take back the words that you will regret cause
Em Dm
I’ll be your guide to death
Em D
Watching days that overwhelming
Em
And all the time we had
Dm
You want me to be
F#m Em
You know that I cant sense your feeling
Dm
And i cant take it
F#m Em
Cause u’ve thrown every missing voices
F#M
And i cant love
Dm
Since you left
Em
No ones right
Dm
Until i see her eyes
Ending :
F#m E D
LORD OF ARVENEUS
The blood vomitted
Vengeance had been releasing
Blameless described in black
Feelings
Suffer is your life
Dead man is your breathe
Dammer through killings
Everyday
Your name will in vain
Regret be your bride
Reff :
I know you wait to kill its been so long time
I know you wait to kill its been so long time
So break away break the chains and runaway
So break away break the chains and runaway
No more last time
Your life relentless and
You're ready to die
I try to see
Your smile death in my laugh
Until give up
Be my true one last cheers
How poor are you
Trapped deep inside the game ,
Back to reff
Vengeance had been releasing
Blameless described in black
Feelings
Suffer is your life
Dead man is your breathe
Dammer through killings
Everyday
Your name will in vain
Regret be your bride
Reff :
I know you wait to kill its been so long time
I know you wait to kill its been so long time
So break away break the chains and runaway
So break away break the chains and runaway
No more last time
Your life relentless and
You're ready to die
I try to see
Your smile death in my laugh
Until give up
Be my true one last cheers
How poor are you
Trapped deep inside the game ,
Back to reff
Selasa, 22 Mei 2012
Selasa, 15 Mei 2012
Selasa, 08 Mei 2012
JANUARY HELL
In this january, i get a bad story
my baby walk away, and i still stuck in here
she broke me, she crashed me, and then she killed me
she lough among my corpse, and she keep stab my heart
my grave is very full, full that vengance on you
i promise to find you, give you the worst nightmare
she broke me, she crashed me, and then she killed me
she lough among my corpse, and she keep stab my heart
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
but now i can get up and find the way..
now i can flying without you..
but now i can get up and find the way..
now i can flying without you..
you said to me (i wanna be your number one)
without you (i just blank like a minus one)
i take you in my whole heart, but you take me in your ass
you so beautifull (very kindle girl)
but you evil minded (devil for my heart)
in all honesty, i can't forgive
no mercy for you, now and forever
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
but now i can get up and find the way..
now i can flying without you..
but now i can get up and find the way..
now i can flying without you..
so hard but this, i still hate you
remember you, like i a losser
she broke me, she crashed me, she killed me, and she is hell!!
my baby walk away, and i still stuck in here
she broke me, she crashed me, and then she killed me
she lough among my corpse, and she keep stab my heart
my grave is very full, full that vengance on you
i promise to find you, give you the worst nightmare
she broke me, she crashed me, and then she killed me
she lough among my corpse, and she keep stab my heart
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
but now i can get up and find the way..
now i can flying without you..
but now i can get up and find the way..
now i can flying without you..
you said to me (i wanna be your number one)
without you (i just blank like a minus one)
i take you in my whole heart, but you take me in your ass
you so beautifull (very kindle girl)
but you evil minded (devil for my heart)
in all honesty, i can't forgive
no mercy for you, now and forever
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
THIS MONTH IS HELL!!!
but now i can get up and find the way..
now i can flying without you..
but now i can get up and find the way..
now i can flying without you..
so hard but this, i still hate you
remember you, like i a losser
she broke me, she crashed me, she killed me, and she is hell!!
i never let you go
My heart shout ... , My heart Screaming
hear my voice , feel my pain
If you go on my side
My heart shout ... , My heart Screaming
hear my voice , feel my pain
If you go on my side
I don't go away from your life
And i'am stay here , beside you
I wish you , promise me
still with me , forever ..
I cannot , you go on my side
I cannot , you left me forever
Cause , i love u until the end
And i dont want , over here ...
I NEVER LET U GO 2X
Senin, 07 Mei 2012
WHATS'UP MY BITCH
you never know your actions make me sick....
seeking to attract the attention of men....
with, show off your body you can get everything.....
and you know, done this very disgusting ... !
You very disgusting ....!!
Yes , You are Jerk
Motherfucker oh Motherfucker
What's up my bitch
you so danger
you bitch
you naked
that's why I'll dawn my jeans
You make me crazy ...
you feel right for anymore
and kick me away like trash in can
I am feel hopeless
With your stupid love
and you know that damn Girl ...
You damn Girl ...
you take me , into your fuckin world
what's up my bitch
now I am bad boy shittttt ...
Yes you are very disgusting
Hey Fuckin Come here Come here
And Fuck me
MotherFucker
Now I am useless
Cause your whispe
For Making Love for You
For Making Love for You
juhh , it's all about motherfucker
hey what's up my bitch
Y'all my ex-girlfriend man
Goddamn shit
You are my bitch Yeah
and That's so happy man
yeahahah what's up my btich yeah you so
great fuckin bitch ...
what's up my bitch
you are action show me you jerk
what's up my bitch
lie me
leave me
haha , Yes you are motherfucker
yess , oh , what's now you foolish face ??
goddamn it
seeking to attract the attention of men....
with, show off your body you can get everything.....
and you know, done this very disgusting ... !
You very disgusting ....!!
Yes , You are Jerk
Motherfucker oh Motherfucker
What's up my bitch
you so danger
you bitch
you naked
that's why I'll dawn my jeans
You make me crazy ...
you feel right for anymore
and kick me away like trash in can
I am feel hopeless
With your stupid love
and you know that damn Girl ...
You damn Girl ...
you take me , into your fuckin world
what's up my bitch
now I am bad boy shittttt ...
Yes you are very disgusting
Hey Fuckin Come here Come here
And Fuck me
MotherFucker
Now I am useless
Cause your whispe
For Making Love for You
For Making Love for You
juhh , it's all about motherfucker
hey what's up my bitch
Y'all my ex-girlfriend man
Goddamn shit
You are my bitch Yeah
and That's so happy man
yeahahah what's up my btich yeah you so
great fuckin bitch ...
what's up my bitch
you are action show me you jerk
what's up my bitch
lie me
leave me
haha , Yes you are motherfucker
yess , oh , what's now you foolish face ??
goddamn it
Minggu, 08 April 2012
Kamis, 05 April 2012
i called this part of life
born, learning, growing up, down
do you know this is par of life
crying, smiling, fighting, breathing,
i think you know this is part of life
struggle, hopeless, fighting
this is part of life !
do you know this is par of life
crying, smiling, fighting, breathing,
i think you know this is part of life
struggle, hopeless, fighting
this is part of life !
cut short
I'm cutting it short tonight
Can't keep it going too much
Too much longer for a change
My mental change of state of a nightmare
I knew we shouldn't fight here
Lets all be real
Quit blaming yourselves
Portray and feel
What I feel
Forsake the choices that I make
No trace of nonsense, no embrace
If I'm dying tonight
Then I'm dying a life you never lived
Because this is who I am
It's time to exceed
All the limits to life and what it brings to me
Everything that I see it brings life to me
I'm soaring, exploring, my mind and thoughts
It's our choice to say,
We want to live our lives this way
We'll make it far
It's our choice to say,
We want to live our lives this way
We'll make it far
I'm soaring, exploring, my mind and thoughts
I know it's risky, I'm trembling, no coming back
I'm gone! I'm soaring, exploring, my mind and thoughts I know it's risky,
I'm trembling, no coming back I'm gone
Wake up and discover what it is to be alive
And find your true will
You'll never see his eyes
But I will try
Can't keep it, it going too much longer,
Too much longer
I'm soaring, exploring, my mind and thoughts, I know its risky
Can't keep it too much longer
We'll make it far!
It's our choice to say, we want to live our lives this way
We'll make it far
It's our choice to say, we want to live our lives this way
We'll make it far
We'll make it far.
Can't keep it going too much
Too much longer for a change
My mental change of state of a nightmare
I knew we shouldn't fight here
Lets all be real
Quit blaming yourselves
Portray and feel
What I feel
Forsake the choices that I make
No trace of nonsense, no embrace
If I'm dying tonight
Then I'm dying a life you never lived
Because this is who I am
It's time to exceed
All the limits to life and what it brings to me
Everything that I see it brings life to me
I'm soaring, exploring, my mind and thoughts
It's our choice to say,
We want to live our lives this way
We'll make it far
It's our choice to say,
We want to live our lives this way
We'll make it far
I'm soaring, exploring, my mind and thoughts
I know it's risky, I'm trembling, no coming back
I'm gone! I'm soaring, exploring, my mind and thoughts I know it's risky,
I'm trembling, no coming back I'm gone
Wake up and discover what it is to be alive
And find your true will
You'll never see his eyes
But I will try
Can't keep it, it going too much longer,
Too much longer
I'm soaring, exploring, my mind and thoughts, I know its risky
Can't keep it too much longer
We'll make it far!
It's our choice to say, we want to live our lives this way
We'll make it far
It's our choice to say, we want to live our lives this way
We'll make it far
We'll make it far.
the lies we live
I saw her eyes and what they unfold
You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this
Well it was everything I needed to know
You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this
You've got me headed in the wrong direction
You've got me headed in the wrong way
Untie yourself cause you gotta get out of here right now
Untie yourself cause you gotta get outta here right now
I said, I said right now
I said, I said right now
So now we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
Now, we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
It's just a nightmare
We're never getting out of here
It's just a nightmare
Help us get out
You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this
Well it was everything I needed to know
You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this
You've got me headed in the, the wrong direction
(You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this
Well it was everything I needed to know
You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this)
You've got me headed in the wrong way
So now we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
So now we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
You're not different from us
Get ah old of yourself your not different
You're not different from us
Get a hold of yourself your not different from us
So now we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
Now, we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
I'm telling you it's not over yet
I'm telling you it's not over yet
At the time it felt like it was worth it
For a time we had it all to us
But I knew, I knew that I would need you
For a time we had it all to us
But I knew, I knew…
Help us, get out!
You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this
Well it was everything I needed to know
You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this
You've got me headed in the wrong direction
You've got me headed in the wrong way
Untie yourself cause you gotta get out of here right now
Untie yourself cause you gotta get outta here right now
I said, I said right now
I said, I said right now
So now we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
Now, we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
It's just a nightmare
We're never getting out of here
It's just a nightmare
Help us get out
You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this
Well it was everything I needed to know
You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this
You've got me headed in the, the wrong direction
(You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this
Well it was everything I needed to know
You've got me going now, as if I needed to know this)
You've got me headed in the wrong way
So now we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
So now we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
You're not different from us
Get ah old of yourself your not different
You're not different from us
Get a hold of yourself your not different from us
So now we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
Now, we're going to take this time screaming out my lungs
I'm telling you it's not over yet
I'm telling you it's not over yet
At the time it felt like it was worth it
For a time we had it all to us
But I knew, I knew that I would need you
For a time we had it all to us
But I knew, I knew…
Help us, get out!
Sabtu, 31 Maret 2012
Sejarah Satanisme
Kaum Setanis, yakni para pengikut ajaran setanisme, sudah ada dan melaksanakan
kegiatan mereka di setiap tahap sejarah dan dalam setiap peradaban,
dari Mesir kuno sampai Yunani kuno, serta sejak Abad Pertengahan sampai hari ini.
Di antara abad ke-14 dan ke-16, para tukang sihir dan orang yang
menolak agama sama-sama memuja setan. Setelah tahun 1880-an, di Prancis, Inggris,
Jerman, dan sekaligus di berbagai negara lain di Eropa dan Amerika,
Setanisme diatur dalam perkumpulan dan tersebar di kalangan orang
yang mencari keyakinan dan agama lain.
Penyembahan setan terus berlanjut sejak abad ke-19,
mula-mula sebagai Setanisme tradisional, lalu dalam aliran sesat
yang lebih kecil yang merupakan pecahannya. Upacara kejam yang dilakukan oleh
tukang sihir dan orang-orang tak bertuhan, pengorbanan anak dan orang dewasa kepada setan,
perayaan Misa Hitam dan upacara Setanisme tradisional lainnya telah diwariskan diam-diam secara turun temurun.
Lambang Setanisme tradisional yang terpenting adalah dewa Romawi kuno Baphomet.
Pada waktu itu, Baphomet menjadi lambang bagi orang yang memuja setan.
Para ahli sejarah yang menelusuri asal-usul sosok berkepala kambing ini telah
menemukan beberapa petunjuk penting tentang kegiatan Setanis.
Lambang Setanis terpenting kedua adalah pentagram, yaitu bintang bersegi lima di dalam
lingkaran. Yang menarik, ada dua perkumpulan rahasia lainnya di samping para Setanis
yang menggunakan Baphomet dan pentagram sebagai lambang. Yang pertama adalah perkumpulan
Kesatria Biara Yerusalem (Knight Templars), yaitu perkumpulan yang dituduh oleh Gereja
Katolik sebagai penyembah setan, dan dibubarkan pada tahun 1311. Perkumpulan lainnya
adalah perkumpulan Mason yang telah bertahun-tahun lamanya menimbulkan rasa penasaran
karena kerahasiaan dan upacaranya yang aneh.
Banyak ahli sejarah, yang telah menyelidiki masalah itu, percaya bahwa terdapat hubungan
antara Kesatria Biara Yerusalem dengan perkumpulan Mason. Menurut mereka, kedua kelompok
itu saling melanjutkan satu sama lain. Sesudah Kesatria Biara Yerusalem dilarang oleh
Gereja, perkumpulan itu melanjutkan keberadaannya secara rahasia dan akhirnya berubah
menjadi paham Mason. Yang pasti tentang Freemasonry adalah, perkumpulan ini bersifat
amat rahasia, punya susunan organisasi, dengan anggota di seluruh pelosok dunia.
Uraian yang diberikan para ahli seperti Leo Taxil, yang pernah menjadi seorang Mason,
namun telah keluar dari perkumpulan itu, mengatakan bahwa para Mason amat menghormati
Baphomet dan melangsungkan upacara yang menyerupai tata-cara penyembahan setan.
Kenyataan lain yang menimbulkan kecurigaan adalah bahwa banyak pengikut Setanisme
yang kemudian menjadi anggota organisasi Masonis atau Free Mason.
Kini, para setanis telah meninggalkan upacara dan markasnya yang rahasia itu, untuk
keluar ke jalan-jalan. Para Setanis dengan giat menyebarkan ajarannya di setiap negara.
Baik melalui buku-buku, terbitan berkala, dan Internet sebagai usaha untuk mereka
merekrut anggota baru.
Tak peduli di negara mana pun mereka berada, para Setanis menampilkan citra yang sama.
Cara berpakaian berwarna hitam, asesoris, tata cara penyembahan, kesamaan surat yang
mereka tinggalkan sebelum melakukan bunuh diri dan ciri lainnya menunjukkan bahwa
Setanisme bukanlah gerakan biasa yang isinya penganggur, melainkan sebuah organisasi
yang sengaja bersandar pada landasan pemikiran.
[sunting]Ideologi Setanisme
Setan adalah sebutan, bagi makhluk-makhluk yang berusaha merusak kehidupan manusia.
Setan bisa dalam bentuk jin dan manusia. Mereka bekerja siang dan malam tanpa kenal
lelah untuk menyesatkan manusia dari jalan Allah, agar umat manusia menjadi pengikutnya,
sehingga menjadi teman mereka untuk hidup di neraka nanti, itulah inti tujuan sebenarnya.
Pada dasarnya aliran Setanisme dibagi menjadi dua macam, yaitu Teistik dan Atheistik.
Aliran teistik atau biasa disebut juga Setanisme Tradisional,adalah suatu bentuk
kepercayaan yang menganggap bahwa Setan sebagai dewa, sedangkan aliran Atheistik
(Ateis) adalah suatu aliran kepercayaan yang tidak mengakui adanya Tuhan ataupun
Dewa untuk disembah. Bahkan kaum setanisme tidak percaya adaya setan sebagai makhluk
yang nyata. Meskipun disebut sebagai penyembah setan, tapi mereka tidak mengakui
adanya setan. Bagi kaum setanis, setan hanyalah lambang yang menyatakan permusuhan
terhadap agama dan prinsip kekerasan hati mereka.
Salah satu Aliran Setanisme Atheistik yang terkenal adalah Gereja Setan (the Church
of Satan) yang didirikan oleh Anton Szandor LaVey (Anton LaVey),karena namanya
aliran ini disebut dengan aliran LaVeyan.
Namun ciri utama dari para pengikut setanisme adalah, mereka Ateis (tidak mengakui
adanya Tuhan), sekaligus materialis (hanya mengakui keberadaan benda belaka),
mereka mengingkari adanya Tuhan dan semua makhluk ghaib.
Dalam sebuah tulisan yang berjudul “Pengantar Setan” yang diterbitkan gereja setan,
para setanis sebenarnya adalah ateis.
Setanisme adalah agama yang tidak mengenal tuhan, mirip ajaran budha. Tidak ada yang
perlu ditakuti selain akibat tindakan mereka sendiri. Kaum setanisme tidak percaya
adanya Allah, malaikat, surga, atau neraka, iblis, setan, ruh jahat, ruh baik,
peri atau makhluk ghaib lainnya. Setanisme bersifat ateis dan Otodeis :
“Kami menyembah diri kami sendiri. ...Setanisme adalah materialis ... setanisme adalah
lawan agama”. (Vexen Crabtree “A Description of Satanism”)
Jadi pada intinya, ini adalah pemikiran dan keyakinan dari filsafat kebendaan.
Dalam buku Satanism : The Feared Religion (agama yang ditakuti), yang diterbitkan oleh
gereja setan, pengertian setan bagi para penganut setanisme adalah “Setan adalah lambang
manusia yang hidup seperti dituntun keangkuhan dan sifat jasmaniyahnya”.
(peter H Gilmore, Satanism : The Feared Religion, marrimac book, 1992)
Adapun ungkapan sifat jasmaniah manusia sebenarnya menggabarkan inti setanisme.
Para setanis percaya bahwa pada dasarnya manusia dalah binatang liar.
Perinsip keyakinan ini amat ditekankan pada berbagai naskah setanis.
Misal gereja setan sering menggunakan istilah “hewan jasmaniah” untuk menggambarkan manusia.
Sudut pandang ini terletak pada dasar kecenderungan periliaku ganas setanisme.
Contohnya, para setanis menganggap serangan, pertumpahan darah, pemerkosaan adalah benar.
Karena bagi mereka inilah perilaku alamiah binatang liar.
Bagi para setanis, seorang manusia adalah binatang buas yang hidup menurut nafsunya.
Yang merupakan hal yang harus dia lakukan.
Dokumen yang berjudul “A Description of setanism”(Sebuah gambaran tentang setanisme),
terbitan gereja setan, berkata tentang hal ini : “Semua manusia dan binatang berasal
dari sumber yang sama dalam ilmu biologi murni. Setanisme adalah keyakinan bahwa manusia
tidak lebih dari binatang tingkat yang lebih tinggi : kita tidak punya tempat khusus
dalam penciptaan, selain telah beruntung karena telah berevolusi dan bertahan.”
(Vexen Crabtree “A Description of Satanism)
Menurut Roald E Kristiansen yang menulis tesisnya tentang setanisme, menyatakan bahwa
“Setanisme dapat dianggap sebagai sebuah agama Darwinistis sosial yang berupaya membela
hak-hak golongan terkuat untuk menguasai yang lemah, karena itulah cara manusia untuk
maju sebagai sejenis makhluk biologis, sehingga tetap memelihara perannya sebagai ujung
tombak evolusi sosial dan alami” (Roald E Kristiansen, A study of Satanism on the
internet in the 1990’s)
[sunting]Pelopor Satanisme Modern
Aleister Crowley, adalah pelopor satanisme modern, yang memiliki julukan “The Beast”.
Aleister lahir di Worwickshire. Semenjak kecil dia meninggalkan sekolah danmenjadi
anggota “Secret Order of The Golden Dawn”.
Crowley telah mulai mencoba untuk menghubungi setan semenjak tahun 1898, saat ia menjadi
anggota Order of the golden dawn. Kemudia pada tahun 1900, Crowley bergaul dengan
masyarakat elit Inggris, sambil menyebarkan pengetahuannya tentang pemujaan setan,
kepada para pemimpin politik Mason, Bangsawan dan Keluarga kerajaan.
Crowley adalah Okultis sejati, yang tidak memiliki pekerjaan lain. Ia sangat tertarik
pada ideologi setanisme dan Free Masonry. Dalam bukunya yang berjudul “Pengakuan”,
ia mengaku menjadi anggota freemason di Loji Anglo Saxon, di Paris. Dia juga menambahkan
tentang bagaimana dia menjadi master di Loji tertua itu, dan paling dihormati di London.
Loji Studholme (1591), yang dikabarkan Tony Blair (mantan perdana mentri Inggris) juga
sebagai salah satu anggotanya saat ini. Crowley bersama dengan Albert Pike, memiliki
gairah yang besar terhadap Idelogi setansime. Dalam bukunya yang berjudul “Ilmu Sihir”,
Crowley menulis : “Sang Iblis adalah ular ini, Setan, dia hidup da dicintai, dia adalah
cahaya dan gambaran zodiaknya adalah Capricornus, kambing melompat, kepala kambing”.
Setelah mengalami konflik dengan ketua The Golden Dawn, dia keluar dan mulai melakukan
perjalanan keliling dunia bersama istrinya Rose. Hingga ia tiba di Mesir, Kairo pada
tahun 1904. Mereka sering melakukan ritual bersama, bahkan sampai ke Piramida.
Pada suatu saat ketika Rose dalam kondis kesurupan, dia menyampaikan pesan kepada
Crowley :
"“dia menunggu mu ..”" "“dia .. dewa perang .. anak osiris .. Horus !! ..”"
Pada masa itu, sebelum isu tentag alien (makhluk luar angkasa) dan UFO, serta mengenai
bentuk dan rupa alien, Crowley telah menggambar sketsa makhluk yang telah menghubunginya.
Namanya “Lam” utusan Horus.
Dimana Lam memberi instruksi kepada Crowley untuk duduk di hadapan meja selama tiga hari
berturut-turut. Ketika crowley melakukannya, tubuhnya diambil alih dan tangannya mulai
menulis secara otomatis, pesan-pesan dari setan. Kemudian tulisan tersebut menjadi sebuah
buku yang berjudul “The Book Of The Law” (Buku Hukum) tahun 1904. "“era baru horus akan
segera dimulai, tapi sebelumnya bumi harus bermandikan darah” “biarkan pelayanku hanya
sedikit dan tersembunyi, mereka akan berkuasa atas orang banyak dan yang terlihan”
(Lam, utusan horus). Buku ini meletakan undang-undang tingkah laku yang sederhana,
yaitu : “Lakukan apa kehendak mu” akan menjadi keseluruhan hukum. “Cinta adalah hukum..
Cinta dengan kehendak..” tidak ada hukum yang melebihi “Lakukan apa kehendak mu !”.
“Satan, Cry aloud!, Thou exalted most high!, oh my father satan! The eye!”
“Setan menangis keras ! .. engkau mulia! .. yang paling tinggi .. oh ayahku setan !,
mata satu !”" (Alesiter Crowley : Magnum Opus – buku 4).
Di dalam agama Thelema yang diajarkan Crowley, dia menyembah dewa bernama
“heru-ra-ha“ yang berarti “Horus di Horizon”. Kemudian Crowley mendirikan
Loji heru-ra-ha atau dikenal juga sebagai O.T.O - Ordo Templi Orientis.
O.T.O adalah perkumpulan pemuja setan hard core. Crowley melengkapinya dengan ritual
inisiasinya dalam perayaan 33 degree Scottish Rite Freemasonry. Pada tahun 1912,
crowley menjadi pemimpin O.T.O Inggris, yang merupakan keturunan langsung Iluminati Bavaria yang asli.
Bahkan crowley mengklaim, bahwa pembentukan O.T.O adalah untuk membangun kembali free
masonry, kepada akar iluminati Jerman-nya. Crowley benar-benar menginginkan untuk
bergabung dengan Iblis. Pengetahuan yang menyesatkan itu, secara langsung diberikan
oleh setan kepada crowley, yang kemudian dilanjutkan dan disebarkan oleh para pengikutnya,
untuk menyesatkan umat manusia. Seperti yang telah di uraikan diatas, bahwasannya ajaran
crowley adalah “Lakukan apa kehendak mu !!”. Ideologi ini adalah, agar setan bisa merusak
tatanan aturan agama, sehingga manusia benar-benar sesat tanpa aturan. Adapun tujuan nya
adalah, untuk menguasai manusia dan menjadi pemimpin yang menyesatkan manusia.
Crowley mengajarkan, bahwa seseorang bisa menjadi jenius dalam musik, bila mereka mau
memperaktekan dan mempropagandakan ajaran setanisme. Banyak pemusik dan bintang Rock
menjadi terkenal, setelah memperaktekan ajaran setanisme aleister crowley.
Salah satunya adalah Ozzy Osbourne, ia menyebarkan ajaran crowley (setanisme) melalui
lagu dan musik kepada kaum muda. Bahkan Osbourne membuat sebuah lagu yang berjudul
“Mr.Crowley”, karena ia benar-benar mengaguminya. Pada bab selanjutnya, Insyaallah akan
dibahas mengenai sepak terjang mereka di dunia industri musik.
Adapun rencana besar yang lain, sebagai bagian rencana setan untuk menyesatkan manusia
melalui crowley adalah membawa revolusi obat bius, membukakan pintu untuk masyarakat
untuk menggiringnya pada roh jahat.
Dalam “Buku Hukum”, roh setan yang terhubung melalui aleister crowley, terus menggemakan
rayuan satanis dari taman Eden, selama bertahun-tahun. Dia menyatakan “aku adalah ular
yang memberikan pengetahuan, kesenangan dan keagungan yang mulia, yang mengendalikan hati
manusia dengan kemabukan. Untuk menyembah ku.. minumlah anggur dan obat-obat bius aneh,
sesuatu seperti heroin dan alkohol mungkin dan harus digunakan untuk tujuan penyembahan,
yaitu masuk ke dalam perjamuan suci bersama “ular” yang memberikan pengetahuan,
kesenangan dan keagungan yang mulia. ” Robert anton wilson yang memainkan peraan penting
dalam revolusi kebudayaan di tahun 60-an, mengatakan dalam bukunya “Seks & Drugs”,
menyatakan bahwa : “Crowley memainkan peranan yang enentukan dalam mengembangkan
filosofi ataupun mistik, pada revolusi obat bius”.
[sunting]Musik dan Film Satanisme.
Satanisme muncul dalam banyak hal salah satunya adalah film dan musik. Banyak film yang
menceritakan dengan terbuka idiom satanisme serta kisah kuasa gelap (dark forces).
Film populer seperti : Friday The 13th, The Crow, Devils Advocate,
Interview With The Vampire, bahkan serial The X-Files mengandung alur cerita dimana setan,
satanisme atau black magic menjadi bagian penting dari film. Konon tahun 1968,
Anton Szandor La Vey pernah menjadi penasehat teknis sekaligus pemeran film Rosemarys Baby,
film Omen 1976 disebut telah memopulerkan satanisme.
Dalam musik ada banyak sekali contoh musik yang berisi satanisme, contoh :
Lagu dari Ozzy Osbourne "Anggur baik tapi Wiski lebih cepat, bunuh dirilah satu-satunya
jalan keluar"
Lagu dari David Bowie (majalah Rolling Stone) mengatakan Rock akan selalu menjadi musik setan
Lagu dari Stairway to Heaven jika di putar terbalik akan memunculkan syair pemujaan setan.
Lagu dari Metallica dalam The Prince melantunkan Bida.dari dari bawah, Aku ingin menjual jiwaku.
Setan ambil jiwaku.
Pink Floyd menulis lagu Lucifer Sam dengan lirik : Lucifer Sam selalu duduk
di sisimu..selalu dekat denganmu.
Thn 1992, Red Hot Chilli Peppers saat penerimaan anugreah MTV Awards berucap.
Pertama-tama kami ingin berterima kasih pada Setan.
Marilyin Manson, salah satu umat GS pada majalah Spin edisi Agustus 1996.
Saya berharap dikenang sebagai sosok yang mengakhiri sejarah Kekristenan,
Manson tak ragu merobek Injil dan meneriakkan penghinaan terhadap Yesus Kristus.
kegiatan mereka di setiap tahap sejarah dan dalam setiap peradaban,
dari Mesir kuno sampai Yunani kuno, serta sejak Abad Pertengahan sampai hari ini.
Di antara abad ke-14 dan ke-16, para tukang sihir dan orang yang
menolak agama sama-sama memuja setan. Setelah tahun 1880-an, di Prancis, Inggris,
Jerman, dan sekaligus di berbagai negara lain di Eropa dan Amerika,
Setanisme diatur dalam perkumpulan dan tersebar di kalangan orang
yang mencari keyakinan dan agama lain.
Penyembahan setan terus berlanjut sejak abad ke-19,
mula-mula sebagai Setanisme tradisional, lalu dalam aliran sesat
yang lebih kecil yang merupakan pecahannya. Upacara kejam yang dilakukan oleh
tukang sihir dan orang-orang tak bertuhan, pengorbanan anak dan orang dewasa kepada setan,
perayaan Misa Hitam dan upacara Setanisme tradisional lainnya telah diwariskan diam-diam secara turun temurun.
Lambang Setanisme tradisional yang terpenting adalah dewa Romawi kuno Baphomet.
Pada waktu itu, Baphomet menjadi lambang bagi orang yang memuja setan.
Para ahli sejarah yang menelusuri asal-usul sosok berkepala kambing ini telah
menemukan beberapa petunjuk penting tentang kegiatan Setanis.
Lambang Setanis terpenting kedua adalah pentagram, yaitu bintang bersegi lima di dalam
lingkaran. Yang menarik, ada dua perkumpulan rahasia lainnya di samping para Setanis
yang menggunakan Baphomet dan pentagram sebagai lambang. Yang pertama adalah perkumpulan
Kesatria Biara Yerusalem (Knight Templars), yaitu perkumpulan yang dituduh oleh Gereja
Katolik sebagai penyembah setan, dan dibubarkan pada tahun 1311. Perkumpulan lainnya
adalah perkumpulan Mason yang telah bertahun-tahun lamanya menimbulkan rasa penasaran
karena kerahasiaan dan upacaranya yang aneh.
Banyak ahli sejarah, yang telah menyelidiki masalah itu, percaya bahwa terdapat hubungan
antara Kesatria Biara Yerusalem dengan perkumpulan Mason. Menurut mereka, kedua kelompok
itu saling melanjutkan satu sama lain. Sesudah Kesatria Biara Yerusalem dilarang oleh
Gereja, perkumpulan itu melanjutkan keberadaannya secara rahasia dan akhirnya berubah
menjadi paham Mason. Yang pasti tentang Freemasonry adalah, perkumpulan ini bersifat
amat rahasia, punya susunan organisasi, dengan anggota di seluruh pelosok dunia.
Uraian yang diberikan para ahli seperti Leo Taxil, yang pernah menjadi seorang Mason,
namun telah keluar dari perkumpulan itu, mengatakan bahwa para Mason amat menghormati
Baphomet dan melangsungkan upacara yang menyerupai tata-cara penyembahan setan.
Kenyataan lain yang menimbulkan kecurigaan adalah bahwa banyak pengikut Setanisme
yang kemudian menjadi anggota organisasi Masonis atau Free Mason.
Kini, para setanis telah meninggalkan upacara dan markasnya yang rahasia itu, untuk
keluar ke jalan-jalan. Para Setanis dengan giat menyebarkan ajarannya di setiap negara.
Baik melalui buku-buku, terbitan berkala, dan Internet sebagai usaha untuk mereka
merekrut anggota baru.
Tak peduli di negara mana pun mereka berada, para Setanis menampilkan citra yang sama.
Cara berpakaian berwarna hitam, asesoris, tata cara penyembahan, kesamaan surat yang
mereka tinggalkan sebelum melakukan bunuh diri dan ciri lainnya menunjukkan bahwa
Setanisme bukanlah gerakan biasa yang isinya penganggur, melainkan sebuah organisasi
yang sengaja bersandar pada landasan pemikiran.
[sunting]Ideologi Setanisme
Setan adalah sebutan, bagi makhluk-makhluk yang berusaha merusak kehidupan manusia.
Setan bisa dalam bentuk jin dan manusia. Mereka bekerja siang dan malam tanpa kenal
lelah untuk menyesatkan manusia dari jalan Allah, agar umat manusia menjadi pengikutnya,
sehingga menjadi teman mereka untuk hidup di neraka nanti, itulah inti tujuan sebenarnya.
Pada dasarnya aliran Setanisme dibagi menjadi dua macam, yaitu Teistik dan Atheistik.
Aliran teistik atau biasa disebut juga Setanisme Tradisional,adalah suatu bentuk
kepercayaan yang menganggap bahwa Setan sebagai dewa, sedangkan aliran Atheistik
(Ateis) adalah suatu aliran kepercayaan yang tidak mengakui adanya Tuhan ataupun
Dewa untuk disembah. Bahkan kaum setanisme tidak percaya adaya setan sebagai makhluk
yang nyata. Meskipun disebut sebagai penyembah setan, tapi mereka tidak mengakui
adanya setan. Bagi kaum setanis, setan hanyalah lambang yang menyatakan permusuhan
terhadap agama dan prinsip kekerasan hati mereka.
Salah satu Aliran Setanisme Atheistik yang terkenal adalah Gereja Setan (the Church
of Satan) yang didirikan oleh Anton Szandor LaVey (Anton LaVey),karena namanya
aliran ini disebut dengan aliran LaVeyan.
Namun ciri utama dari para pengikut setanisme adalah, mereka Ateis (tidak mengakui
adanya Tuhan), sekaligus materialis (hanya mengakui keberadaan benda belaka),
mereka mengingkari adanya Tuhan dan semua makhluk ghaib.
Dalam sebuah tulisan yang berjudul “Pengantar Setan” yang diterbitkan gereja setan,
para setanis sebenarnya adalah ateis.
Setanisme adalah agama yang tidak mengenal tuhan, mirip ajaran budha. Tidak ada yang
perlu ditakuti selain akibat tindakan mereka sendiri. Kaum setanisme tidak percaya
adanya Allah, malaikat, surga, atau neraka, iblis, setan, ruh jahat, ruh baik,
peri atau makhluk ghaib lainnya. Setanisme bersifat ateis dan Otodeis :
“Kami menyembah diri kami sendiri. ...Setanisme adalah materialis ... setanisme adalah
lawan agama”. (Vexen Crabtree “A Description of Satanism”)
Jadi pada intinya, ini adalah pemikiran dan keyakinan dari filsafat kebendaan.
Dalam buku Satanism : The Feared Religion (agama yang ditakuti), yang diterbitkan oleh
gereja setan, pengertian setan bagi para penganut setanisme adalah “Setan adalah lambang
manusia yang hidup seperti dituntun keangkuhan dan sifat jasmaniyahnya”.
(peter H Gilmore, Satanism : The Feared Religion, marrimac book, 1992)
Adapun ungkapan sifat jasmaniah manusia sebenarnya menggabarkan inti setanisme.
Para setanis percaya bahwa pada dasarnya manusia dalah binatang liar.
Perinsip keyakinan ini amat ditekankan pada berbagai naskah setanis.
Misal gereja setan sering menggunakan istilah “hewan jasmaniah” untuk menggambarkan manusia.
Sudut pandang ini terletak pada dasar kecenderungan periliaku ganas setanisme.
Contohnya, para setanis menganggap serangan, pertumpahan darah, pemerkosaan adalah benar.
Karena bagi mereka inilah perilaku alamiah binatang liar.
Bagi para setanis, seorang manusia adalah binatang buas yang hidup menurut nafsunya.
Yang merupakan hal yang harus dia lakukan.
Dokumen yang berjudul “A Description of setanism”(Sebuah gambaran tentang setanisme),
terbitan gereja setan, berkata tentang hal ini : “Semua manusia dan binatang berasal
dari sumber yang sama dalam ilmu biologi murni. Setanisme adalah keyakinan bahwa manusia
tidak lebih dari binatang tingkat yang lebih tinggi : kita tidak punya tempat khusus
dalam penciptaan, selain telah beruntung karena telah berevolusi dan bertahan.”
(Vexen Crabtree “A Description of Satanism)
Menurut Roald E Kristiansen yang menulis tesisnya tentang setanisme, menyatakan bahwa
“Setanisme dapat dianggap sebagai sebuah agama Darwinistis sosial yang berupaya membela
hak-hak golongan terkuat untuk menguasai yang lemah, karena itulah cara manusia untuk
maju sebagai sejenis makhluk biologis, sehingga tetap memelihara perannya sebagai ujung
tombak evolusi sosial dan alami” (Roald E Kristiansen, A study of Satanism on the
internet in the 1990’s)
[sunting]Pelopor Satanisme Modern
Aleister Crowley, adalah pelopor satanisme modern, yang memiliki julukan “The Beast”.
Aleister lahir di Worwickshire. Semenjak kecil dia meninggalkan sekolah danmenjadi
anggota “Secret Order of The Golden Dawn”.
Crowley telah mulai mencoba untuk menghubungi setan semenjak tahun 1898, saat ia menjadi
anggota Order of the golden dawn. Kemudia pada tahun 1900, Crowley bergaul dengan
masyarakat elit Inggris, sambil menyebarkan pengetahuannya tentang pemujaan setan,
kepada para pemimpin politik Mason, Bangsawan dan Keluarga kerajaan.
Crowley adalah Okultis sejati, yang tidak memiliki pekerjaan lain. Ia sangat tertarik
pada ideologi setanisme dan Free Masonry. Dalam bukunya yang berjudul “Pengakuan”,
ia mengaku menjadi anggota freemason di Loji Anglo Saxon, di Paris. Dia juga menambahkan
tentang bagaimana dia menjadi master di Loji tertua itu, dan paling dihormati di London.
Loji Studholme (1591), yang dikabarkan Tony Blair (mantan perdana mentri Inggris) juga
sebagai salah satu anggotanya saat ini. Crowley bersama dengan Albert Pike, memiliki
gairah yang besar terhadap Idelogi setansime. Dalam bukunya yang berjudul “Ilmu Sihir”,
Crowley menulis : “Sang Iblis adalah ular ini, Setan, dia hidup da dicintai, dia adalah
cahaya dan gambaran zodiaknya adalah Capricornus, kambing melompat, kepala kambing”.
Setelah mengalami konflik dengan ketua The Golden Dawn, dia keluar dan mulai melakukan
perjalanan keliling dunia bersama istrinya Rose. Hingga ia tiba di Mesir, Kairo pada
tahun 1904. Mereka sering melakukan ritual bersama, bahkan sampai ke Piramida.
Pada suatu saat ketika Rose dalam kondis kesurupan, dia menyampaikan pesan kepada
Crowley :
"“dia menunggu mu ..”" "“dia .. dewa perang .. anak osiris .. Horus !! ..”"
Pada masa itu, sebelum isu tentag alien (makhluk luar angkasa) dan UFO, serta mengenai
bentuk dan rupa alien, Crowley telah menggambar sketsa makhluk yang telah menghubunginya.
Namanya “Lam” utusan Horus.
Dimana Lam memberi instruksi kepada Crowley untuk duduk di hadapan meja selama tiga hari
berturut-turut. Ketika crowley melakukannya, tubuhnya diambil alih dan tangannya mulai
menulis secara otomatis, pesan-pesan dari setan. Kemudian tulisan tersebut menjadi sebuah
buku yang berjudul “The Book Of The Law” (Buku Hukum) tahun 1904. "“era baru horus akan
segera dimulai, tapi sebelumnya bumi harus bermandikan darah” “biarkan pelayanku hanya
sedikit dan tersembunyi, mereka akan berkuasa atas orang banyak dan yang terlihan”
(Lam, utusan horus). Buku ini meletakan undang-undang tingkah laku yang sederhana,
yaitu : “Lakukan apa kehendak mu” akan menjadi keseluruhan hukum. “Cinta adalah hukum..
Cinta dengan kehendak..” tidak ada hukum yang melebihi “Lakukan apa kehendak mu !”.
“Satan, Cry aloud!, Thou exalted most high!, oh my father satan! The eye!”
“Setan menangis keras ! .. engkau mulia! .. yang paling tinggi .. oh ayahku setan !,
mata satu !”" (Alesiter Crowley : Magnum Opus – buku 4).
Di dalam agama Thelema yang diajarkan Crowley, dia menyembah dewa bernama
“heru-ra-ha“ yang berarti “Horus di Horizon”. Kemudian Crowley mendirikan
Loji heru-ra-ha atau dikenal juga sebagai O.T.O - Ordo Templi Orientis.
O.T.O adalah perkumpulan pemuja setan hard core. Crowley melengkapinya dengan ritual
inisiasinya dalam perayaan 33 degree Scottish Rite Freemasonry. Pada tahun 1912,
crowley menjadi pemimpin O.T.O Inggris, yang merupakan keturunan langsung Iluminati Bavaria yang asli.
Bahkan crowley mengklaim, bahwa pembentukan O.T.O adalah untuk membangun kembali free
masonry, kepada akar iluminati Jerman-nya. Crowley benar-benar menginginkan untuk
bergabung dengan Iblis. Pengetahuan yang menyesatkan itu, secara langsung diberikan
oleh setan kepada crowley, yang kemudian dilanjutkan dan disebarkan oleh para pengikutnya,
untuk menyesatkan umat manusia. Seperti yang telah di uraikan diatas, bahwasannya ajaran
crowley adalah “Lakukan apa kehendak mu !!”. Ideologi ini adalah, agar setan bisa merusak
tatanan aturan agama, sehingga manusia benar-benar sesat tanpa aturan. Adapun tujuan nya
adalah, untuk menguasai manusia dan menjadi pemimpin yang menyesatkan manusia.
Crowley mengajarkan, bahwa seseorang bisa menjadi jenius dalam musik, bila mereka mau
memperaktekan dan mempropagandakan ajaran setanisme. Banyak pemusik dan bintang Rock
menjadi terkenal, setelah memperaktekan ajaran setanisme aleister crowley.
Salah satunya adalah Ozzy Osbourne, ia menyebarkan ajaran crowley (setanisme) melalui
lagu dan musik kepada kaum muda. Bahkan Osbourne membuat sebuah lagu yang berjudul
“Mr.Crowley”, karena ia benar-benar mengaguminya. Pada bab selanjutnya, Insyaallah akan
dibahas mengenai sepak terjang mereka di dunia industri musik.
Adapun rencana besar yang lain, sebagai bagian rencana setan untuk menyesatkan manusia
melalui crowley adalah membawa revolusi obat bius, membukakan pintu untuk masyarakat
untuk menggiringnya pada roh jahat.
Dalam “Buku Hukum”, roh setan yang terhubung melalui aleister crowley, terus menggemakan
rayuan satanis dari taman Eden, selama bertahun-tahun. Dia menyatakan “aku adalah ular
yang memberikan pengetahuan, kesenangan dan keagungan yang mulia, yang mengendalikan hati
manusia dengan kemabukan. Untuk menyembah ku.. minumlah anggur dan obat-obat bius aneh,
sesuatu seperti heroin dan alkohol mungkin dan harus digunakan untuk tujuan penyembahan,
yaitu masuk ke dalam perjamuan suci bersama “ular” yang memberikan pengetahuan,
kesenangan dan keagungan yang mulia. ” Robert anton wilson yang memainkan peraan penting
dalam revolusi kebudayaan di tahun 60-an, mengatakan dalam bukunya “Seks & Drugs”,
menyatakan bahwa : “Crowley memainkan peranan yang enentukan dalam mengembangkan
filosofi ataupun mistik, pada revolusi obat bius”.
[sunting]Musik dan Film Satanisme.
Satanisme muncul dalam banyak hal salah satunya adalah film dan musik. Banyak film yang
menceritakan dengan terbuka idiom satanisme serta kisah kuasa gelap (dark forces).
Film populer seperti : Friday The 13th, The Crow, Devils Advocate,
Interview With The Vampire, bahkan serial The X-Files mengandung alur cerita dimana setan,
satanisme atau black magic menjadi bagian penting dari film. Konon tahun 1968,
Anton Szandor La Vey pernah menjadi penasehat teknis sekaligus pemeran film Rosemarys Baby,
film Omen 1976 disebut telah memopulerkan satanisme.
Dalam musik ada banyak sekali contoh musik yang berisi satanisme, contoh :
Lagu dari Ozzy Osbourne "Anggur baik tapi Wiski lebih cepat, bunuh dirilah satu-satunya
jalan keluar"
Lagu dari David Bowie (majalah Rolling Stone) mengatakan Rock akan selalu menjadi musik setan
Lagu dari Stairway to Heaven jika di putar terbalik akan memunculkan syair pemujaan setan.
Lagu dari Metallica dalam The Prince melantunkan Bida.dari dari bawah, Aku ingin menjual jiwaku.
Setan ambil jiwaku.
Pink Floyd menulis lagu Lucifer Sam dengan lirik : Lucifer Sam selalu duduk
di sisimu..selalu dekat denganmu.
Thn 1992, Red Hot Chilli Peppers saat penerimaan anugreah MTV Awards berucap.
Pertama-tama kami ingin berterima kasih pada Setan.
Marilyin Manson, salah satu umat GS pada majalah Spin edisi Agustus 1996.
Saya berharap dikenang sebagai sosok yang mengakhiri sejarah Kekristenan,
Manson tak ragu merobek Injil dan meneriakkan penghinaan terhadap Yesus Kristus.
Selasa, 20 Maret 2012
MR. BRIGHTSIDE
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I never
I never
I never
I never
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I never
I never
I never
I never
Senin, 19 Maret 2012
TURBIDITY - PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH
TUA BANGKA
BERJALAN,MENGINTAI KESUCIAN
OBSESI LIBIDO KEPERAWANAN
TUMBALKAN TUBUH TAK
BERDOSA
PAHA MULUS
TERSINGKANG,PAY*DAR*
TERSENYUM LIAR
HASRAT BIRAHI PENDOSA,AIR
LIUR TERTETES DI ATAS BIRAHI
RASA SERAKAH TAK PEDULI
SEDARAH
PAKSA MEMAKSA GAIRAH
KEJAHATAN
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH
MENYISAKAN DENDAM
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH NAFSU
IBLIS BERKUASA
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH....
RASA MARAH RASA DOSA,AKAN
MENJADI SEBUAH LUKA
TETESAN SPERMA SANG MURKA
AKAN MENJADI BENIH PENDOSA
DENDAM INI AKAN BERAKIBAT
KEMATIAN
TUNGGU PEMBALASANKU UNTUK
PENEBUSAN DOSA MU
BELATI PERAK
TERHUNUS,NYAWAMU DI
TANGANMU
TAK ADA AMPUNAN,RASAKAN
SEMUA DERITAKU
DARAHMU ADALAH
PENEBUSAN,SEMUA DOSAMU
KEPALA TERPENGGAL,P*NIS
TERPOTONG MATI
BELATI PERAK
TERHUNUS,NYAWAMU DI
TANGANMU
TAK ADA AMPUNAN,RASAKAN
SEMUA DERITAKU
DARAHMU ADALAH
PENEBUSAN,SEMUA DOSAMU
KEPALA TERPENGGAL,PE*NIS
TERPOTONG MATI
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH
MENYISAKAN DENDAM
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH NAFSU
IBLIS BERKUASA
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH....
BERJALAN,MENGINTAI KESUCIAN
OBSESI LIBIDO KEPERAWANAN
TUMBALKAN TUBUH TAK
BERDOSA
PAHA MULUS
TERSINGKANG,PAY*DAR*
TERSENYUM LIAR
HASRAT BIRAHI PENDOSA,AIR
LIUR TERTETES DI ATAS BIRAHI
RASA SERAKAH TAK PEDULI
SEDARAH
PAKSA MEMAKSA GAIRAH
KEJAHATAN
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH
MENYISAKAN DENDAM
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH NAFSU
IBLIS BERKUASA
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH....
RASA MARAH RASA DOSA,AKAN
MENJADI SEBUAH LUKA
TETESAN SPERMA SANG MURKA
AKAN MENJADI BENIH PENDOSA
DENDAM INI AKAN BERAKIBAT
KEMATIAN
TUNGGU PEMBALASANKU UNTUK
PENEBUSAN DOSA MU
BELATI PERAK
TERHUNUS,NYAWAMU DI
TANGANMU
TAK ADA AMPUNAN,RASAKAN
SEMUA DERITAKU
DARAHMU ADALAH
PENEBUSAN,SEMUA DOSAMU
KEPALA TERPENGGAL,P*NIS
TERPOTONG MATI
BELATI PERAK
TERHUNUS,NYAWAMU DI
TANGANMU
TAK ADA AMPUNAN,RASAKAN
SEMUA DERITAKU
DARAHMU ADALAH
PENEBUSAN,SEMUA DOSAMU
KEPALA TERPENGGAL,PE*NIS
TERPOTONG MATI
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH
MENYISAKAN DENDAM
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH NAFSU
IBLIS BERKUASA
PERSETUBUHAN SEDARAH....
Selasa, 13 Maret 2012
revolusi prematur \m/
Terjebak kedalam rotasi waktu ... terbaring di atas hamparan dosa ..
Rasa kasihan .. rasa bahagia .. rasa bersalah (telah musnah !!!)
Lihat fatamorgana .. jilat baran neraka .. dengar pekik suara (dan tersiksa !!!)
Jiwa yang tertekan coba berlari .. tanpa terkontrol dengan emosi ..
ditaktor nyawa .. ingin bercerita .. hidup ?
Jiwa yang tertekan coba berlari .. tanpa terkontrol dengan emosi ..
ditaktor nyawa .. transaksi darah .. kreator cerita .. penyebab kehancuran ..
Erosi kebenaran terkikis kesalahan .. menangis kesedihan menetes kepedihan ..
berdiri revolusi diantara bangkai tulang .. yang hanya menyisakan memory dendam ..
(mimpi buruk terasa).. menyakitkan .. (sakit mata hati) .. nurani ..
(jalan fikiranmu).. telah mati .. (terinduksi syahwat) ..kuasa ..
Rasa kasihan .. rasa bahagia .. rasa bersalah (telah musnah !!!)
Lihat fatamorgana .. jilat baran neraka .. dengar pekik suara (dan tersiksa !!!)
Jiwa yang tertekan coba berlari .. tanpa terkontrol dengan emosi ..
ditaktor nyawa .. transaksi darah .. kreator cerita .. penyebab kehancuran ..
REVOLUSI PREMATUR....
REVOLUSI PREMATUR....
REVOLUSI PREMATUR....
REVOLUSI PREMATUR....
Rasa kasihan .. rasa bahagia .. rasa bersalah (telah musnah !!!)
Lihat fatamorgana .. jilat baran neraka .. dengar pekik suara (dan tersiksa !!!)
Jiwa yang tertekan coba berlari .. tanpa terkontrol dengan emosi ..
ditaktor nyawa .. ingin bercerita .. hidup ?
Jiwa yang tertekan coba berlari .. tanpa terkontrol dengan emosi ..
ditaktor nyawa .. transaksi darah .. kreator cerita .. penyebab kehancuran ..
Erosi kebenaran terkikis kesalahan .. menangis kesedihan menetes kepedihan ..
berdiri revolusi diantara bangkai tulang .. yang hanya menyisakan memory dendam ..
(mimpi buruk terasa).. menyakitkan .. (sakit mata hati) .. nurani ..
(jalan fikiranmu).. telah mati .. (terinduksi syahwat) ..kuasa ..
Rasa kasihan .. rasa bahagia .. rasa bersalah (telah musnah !!!)
Lihat fatamorgana .. jilat baran neraka .. dengar pekik suara (dan tersiksa !!!)
Jiwa yang tertekan coba berlari .. tanpa terkontrol dengan emosi ..
ditaktor nyawa .. transaksi darah .. kreator cerita .. penyebab kehancuran ..
REVOLUSI PREMATUR....
REVOLUSI PREMATUR....
REVOLUSI PREMATUR....
REVOLUSI PREMATUR....
fun fun for me - aku yang terbaik
intr: D C# Bm A
yeahhh!!!
mulanya biasa saja
D A
tapi setelah ku terluka
Bm
dirimu begitu istimewa
G
dan aku tergoda
kau buat aku terpana
D A
dengan tubuh indahmu
Bm
diriku terpukau baby i want say i love u
G
tapi kenapa tak kau rasakan
D A
rasa cintaku
Bm
kau tak peduli dengan semua tingkahku
G
angkuhnya dirimu karena kekasihmu
D A
tak merubah semua persetan dengan dirinya
G A
tetapi aku bukan pengecut
G D
yang lari dari kenyataan (kenyataan hidup ini)
Bm A
kan kuhadapi semua rintangan
G D
untuk mendapatkan hatimu
Bm A
reff :
coba kaurasakan indah cinta
D C# Bm
bila bersamaku...
A
berdua kita nikmati... surga dunia....
D C# Bm A
cobalah kau lupakan dia
D C# Bm
berpalinglah kepadaku....
A
karena diriku adalah
D C# Bm
yang terbaik untukmu....
A
baby i want say i love you
G A Bm A
baby baby terimalah
D C# Bm
semua bukti cintaku, cintaku kepadamu
A
baby baby dengarkanlah
D C# Bm
lagu ini untukmu ini bukti cintaku...
A C# D
yeahhh!!!
mulanya biasa saja
D A
tapi setelah ku terluka
Bm
dirimu begitu istimewa
G
dan aku tergoda
kau buat aku terpana
D A
dengan tubuh indahmu
Bm
diriku terpukau baby i want say i love u
G
tapi kenapa tak kau rasakan
D A
rasa cintaku
Bm
kau tak peduli dengan semua tingkahku
G
angkuhnya dirimu karena kekasihmu
D A
tak merubah semua persetan dengan dirinya
G A
tetapi aku bukan pengecut
G D
yang lari dari kenyataan (kenyataan hidup ini)
Bm A
kan kuhadapi semua rintangan
G D
untuk mendapatkan hatimu
Bm A
reff :
coba kaurasakan indah cinta
D C# Bm
bila bersamaku...
A
berdua kita nikmati... surga dunia....
D C# Bm A
cobalah kau lupakan dia
D C# Bm
berpalinglah kepadaku....
A
karena diriku adalah
D C# Bm
yang terbaik untukmu....
A
baby i want say i love you
G A Bm A
baby baby terimalah
D C# Bm
semua bukti cintaku, cintaku kepadamu
A
baby baby dengarkanlah
D C# Bm
lagu ini untukmu ini bukti cintaku...
A C# D
Rabu, 07 Maret 2012
THE AWAKENING
If we could be your wings
we will make you fly again even though we are only a human
This burden will become lighter than you ever dreamed of
than you ever dreamed of
Though I have lived under their shadows
Though my soul was corrupted by their blood but
[their blood but]
He forgive and forget all of my sins
My door is being given
Forgiveness is all mine
Enough with this
Enough with this fake
Jumped through the labyrinth
I've been walking without your direction
Obeying Those words, i'm giving death
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
Oh
Filled by accepting His name and his words
No longer afraid of the false God
Filled by accepting His name and his words
No longer afraid of the false God
All those nightmare has been gone
Trapped within the reflection of the mirror
Only new hope is arise
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
All those nightmare has been gone
Trapped within the reflection of the mirror
Then realised and realised that his thought is real!
He gave me everything that shinning for me
The loneliness within me was the result of void
I have let him in, surrounding me
Like having a cold pure water inside me
Now I feel secure without fear and have a faith
Which pointing only for your bless
we will make you fly again even though we are only a human
This burden will become lighter than you ever dreamed of
than you ever dreamed of
Though I have lived under their shadows
Though my soul was corrupted by their blood but
[their blood but]
He forgive and forget all of my sins
My door is being given
Forgiveness is all mine
Enough with this
Enough with this fake
Jumped through the labyrinth
I've been walking without your direction
Obeying Those words, i'm giving death
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
Oh
Filled by accepting His name and his words
No longer afraid of the false God
Filled by accepting His name and his words
No longer afraid of the false God
All those nightmare has been gone
Trapped within the reflection of the mirror
Only new hope is arise
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
All those nightmare has been gone
Trapped within the reflection of the mirror
Then realised and realised that his thought is real!
He gave me everything that shinning for me
The loneliness within me was the result of void
I have let him in, surrounding me
Like having a cold pure water inside me
Now I feel secure without fear and have a faith
Which pointing only for your bless
Rabu, 29 Februari 2012
the murderer of perseus (MY REVENGE) \m/
I've sacrifice everything for u in every fucking breath
THE DAYS GO BY AS I TAKE YOU TO YOUR GRAVE
The wolf is starting to rawr, it means you're closer to your death
THIS IS REVENGE THAT YOU SHOULD GET
Blood
I WILL TORTURE
for all those things you got me through
Blood
I WILL TORTURE
It’s time to say goodbye
And leave the traitors for a while
This is about us
This is My Revenge
OUGH
Yuck
She's a real disaster
she's turns into a monster
I said
She's a real disaster
she's turns into a monster
SHE'S A MONSTER
BIG DISASTER
I've sacrifice everything for u in every fucking breath
THE DAYS GO BY AS I TAKE YOU TO YOUR GRAVE
The wolf is starting to rawr, it means you're closer to your death
THIS IS REVENGE THAT YOU SHOULD GET
Aaaaargh
THIS IS WHAT YOU DESERVE
This is My Revenge
THIS IS WHAT YOU DESERVE
This is My Revenge
I'll seek in silence
I'll kiss your lips and lick your ears
BITCH
I'll seek in silence
and scratch your face with razor blade
Damn you are so fucking aaaaaaaaargh
so gorgeous
BLOOD
BLOOD
This is too much
I can do this on my own
But I can't decide
I can't decide
WHO'S LYING IN FRONT OF YOU
I had enough
I can do this on my own
But I can't deny
I can't deny
THE FACT THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
Revenge
Revenge
All I want is my Revenge
Her voices are coming through
Her voices are crying too
If I could make this right
I SHALL SAVE YOU
Her voices are coming through
Her voices are crying too
If I could make this right
I SHALL SAVE YOU
AND ABANDON ALL ATTACKS THAT’RE MEANT FOR YOU
THE DAYS GO BY AS I TAKE YOU TO YOUR GRAVE
The wolf is starting to rawr, it means you're closer to your death
THIS IS REVENGE THAT YOU SHOULD GET
Blood
I WILL TORTURE
for all those things you got me through
Blood
I WILL TORTURE
It’s time to say goodbye
And leave the traitors for a while
This is about us
This is My Revenge
OUGH
Yuck
She's a real disaster
she's turns into a monster
I said
She's a real disaster
she's turns into a monster
SHE'S A MONSTER
BIG DISASTER
I've sacrifice everything for u in every fucking breath
THE DAYS GO BY AS I TAKE YOU TO YOUR GRAVE
The wolf is starting to rawr, it means you're closer to your death
THIS IS REVENGE THAT YOU SHOULD GET
Aaaaargh
THIS IS WHAT YOU DESERVE
This is My Revenge
THIS IS WHAT YOU DESERVE
This is My Revenge
I'll seek in silence
I'll kiss your lips and lick your ears
BITCH
I'll seek in silence
and scratch your face with razor blade
Damn you are so fucking aaaaaaaaargh
so gorgeous
BLOOD
BLOOD
This is too much
I can do this on my own
But I can't decide
I can't decide
WHO'S LYING IN FRONT OF YOU
I had enough
I can do this on my own
But I can't deny
I can't deny
THE FACT THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
Revenge
Revenge
All I want is my Revenge
Her voices are coming through
Her voices are crying too
If I could make this right
I SHALL SAVE YOU
Her voices are coming through
Her voices are crying too
If I could make this right
I SHALL SAVE YOU
AND ABANDON ALL ATTACKS THAT’RE MEANT FOR YOU
Selasa, 28 Februari 2012
Sabtu, 25 Februari 2012
NYAM NYAM CHEESE \m/
Lahir
dari sebuah scene metal/death/hardcore pada akhir tahun 2009,
diprakarsai oleh piment (vocal), yang lalu mengajak opeck (guitar),
dan
awal sebuah paradigma mencetus ide dan konsep musik metal yang berbeda,
dan dibantu oleh Agung a.k.a Buns (Drums), dan masuknya Decko (Guitar)
serta Rio (Bass)
menambah kejayaan akan musikalitas cadas dengan
mengusung karakter-karakter musik metal
seperti August Burns Red, The
Crimson Armada, The Red Shore, The Black Dahlia Murder, Miss May I,
Carnifex, dll.
Arti
NYAM-NYAM CHEESE sendiri diambil dari kehidupan masa transisi semua
player yang
memiliki makna akan dimensi otoritas perjuangan menembus
batasan yang sulit terlampaui,
sebagian makna horizontalnya NYAM-NYAM
merupakan dambaan atau keinginan
sedangkan CHEESE adalah
kesukaan/kenikmatan, dan disini kami mempunyai visi dan misi dari
arti
sebuah nama tersebut yang dimana kami menginginkan kebebasan ruang
kosong dalam bentuk deduktif.
Lirik dan lagu kami banyak mengandung
tentang kekejaman dunia era cyber, manipulasi,
ideologi manusia,
paham-paham paradoks, pyrrhonisme...
Dan
sebagai bentuk penganugrahan yang telah dikonsep kami memiliki banyak
materi.
Disini NNC memiliki beberapa track cadas, seperti hits single
yang telah kami rilis yaitu
"Eternal Suffering" dalam proyek mini EP
yang pertama "Revenge The Unborn"
Senin, 20 Februari 2012
lies ~
yeah~ love is pain..
dedicate to all my broken-hearted
one's old a flame.. just scream my name~
and i'm sick of love songs
i hate damn love songs... memento of ours..
koh-ji-mar(lie)
a late night and rains falling down
i bring you back from my memories...
i promised my self i would be fine whitout you
but i can't help it~
i drank the alcohol i couldn't drink,
trying to fill my empty heart
a day whitout you is too long,
i pray that i may please forget you,, that's a lie...
whiout you, happiness can't be found in me
i can't even shed any tears
i don't want to live anymore..
yeah~ this is bullshit,, it's pissing me off,, in thoughts of you...
im going crazy,, iwant to see you,, but i'm being told, that i can't..
that it's all over.. i'll be right there..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i didn;t know, but i know now that i need you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, out of anger..
i pushed you away with those piercing words, without realizing..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i'm so sorry but i love you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, will you leave..
and forget me slowly,, so i can be in pain..
i dedicated my all into this song for you,,
other people probably don't know..
by myself, without anyone knowing..
those words i said were lies...
a loner left behid all alone, and me lost in the mist of it all, the breakup letter that's wrinkled...
and folded up in my pocket.
and my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are...
i'm gonna change..
i'll laugh everything off from now on..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i didn;t know, but i know now that i need you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, out of anger..
i pushed you away with those piercing words, without realizing..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i'm so sorry but i love you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, will you leave..
and forget me slowly,, so i can be in pain..
i hope this is all a dream...
because i only add up to this much...
drop that thing...
i still can't forget you, no idon't think i ever will..
even till the day i die..
did the scars i gave you heal?
i'm sorry because i never got..
to do any thing for you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i didn;t know, but i know now that i need you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, out of anger..
i pushed you away with those piercing words, without realizing..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i'm so sorry but i love you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, will you leave..
and forget me slowly,, so i can be in pain..
bye.. bye..
dedicate to all my broken-hearted
one's old a flame.. just scream my name~
and i'm sick of love songs
i hate damn love songs... memento of ours..
koh-ji-mar(lie)
a late night and rains falling down
i bring you back from my memories...
i promised my self i would be fine whitout you
but i can't help it~
i drank the alcohol i couldn't drink,
trying to fill my empty heart
a day whitout you is too long,
i pray that i may please forget you,, that's a lie...
whiout you, happiness can't be found in me
i can't even shed any tears
i don't want to live anymore..
yeah~ this is bullshit,, it's pissing me off,, in thoughts of you...
im going crazy,, iwant to see you,, but i'm being told, that i can't..
that it's all over.. i'll be right there..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i didn;t know, but i know now that i need you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, out of anger..
i pushed you away with those piercing words, without realizing..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i'm so sorry but i love you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, will you leave..
and forget me slowly,, so i can be in pain..
i dedicated my all into this song for you,,
other people probably don't know..
by myself, without anyone knowing..
those words i said were lies...
a loner left behid all alone, and me lost in the mist of it all, the breakup letter that's wrinkled...
and folded up in my pocket.
and my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are...
i'm gonna change..
i'll laugh everything off from now on..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i didn;t know, but i know now that i need you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, out of anger..
i pushed you away with those piercing words, without realizing..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i'm so sorry but i love you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, will you leave..
and forget me slowly,, so i can be in pain..
i hope this is all a dream...
because i only add up to this much...
drop that thing...
i still can't forget you, no idon't think i ever will..
even till the day i die..
did the scars i gave you heal?
i'm sorry because i never got..
to do any thing for you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i didn;t know, but i know now that i need you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, out of anger..
i pushed you away with those piercing words, without realizing..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i'm so sorry but i love you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, will you leave..
and forget me slowly,, so i can be in pain..
bye.. bye..
a letter of memories
When we know that we have to lose something
Try to remember about we've been through
Wishing that we'll make it
And it will be ended
It's all about it's killing me
And it will always be a part of this life
When we know will be ended
It's all about it's killing me
And it will always be a part of this life
But let this song reminds our memories
Our hearts stop beating
Our minds stop thinking
I've wasted more time dreaming
When it all comes crashing
'Cause we will never made it
So let's make this worth it
And get paid for what we did
Maybe we should try
To get this fuckin' done
But how can we save it
So let's make this letter
This is not the end
We did everything together
This is what always remind me
Don't let everything go through just like that
And just let the time end it
We did everything together
This is what always remind me
Don't let everything go through just like that
And just let the time end it
Our hearts shown in this song
This is a letter about fucking the last
And we don't want
Any regret about our mistake
Our hearts shown in this song
This is a letter about fucking the last
And we don't want
Any regret about our mistake
We've tried our best
And we'll keep doing our best
We've already started it
And we're gonna finish it 'til the end
With all any reasons, I couldn't say
That will be last...
That Will be last...
It's all about it's killing me
And it will always be a part of this life
When we know will be ended
It's all about it's killing me
And it will always be a part of this life
But let this song reminds our memories
We did everything together
This is what always remind me
Don't let everything go through just like that
And just let the time end it
We did everything together
This is what always remind me
Don't let everything go through just like that
And just let the time end it
Try to remember about we've been through
Wishing that we'll make it
And it will be ended
It's all about it's killing me
And it will always be a part of this life
When we know will be ended
It's all about it's killing me
And it will always be a part of this life
But let this song reminds our memories
Our hearts stop beating
Our minds stop thinking
I've wasted more time dreaming
When it all comes crashing
'Cause we will never made it
So let's make this worth it
And get paid for what we did
Maybe we should try
To get this fuckin' done
But how can we save it
So let's make this letter
This is not the end
We did everything together
This is what always remind me
Don't let everything go through just like that
And just let the time end it
We did everything together
This is what always remind me
Don't let everything go through just like that
And just let the time end it
Our hearts shown in this song
This is a letter about fucking the last
And we don't want
Any regret about our mistake
Our hearts shown in this song
This is a letter about fucking the last
And we don't want
Any regret about our mistake
We've tried our best
And we'll keep doing our best
We've already started it
And we're gonna finish it 'til the end
With all any reasons, I couldn't say
That will be last...
That Will be last...
It's all about it's killing me
And it will always be a part of this life
When we know will be ended
It's all about it's killing me
And it will always be a part of this life
But let this song reminds our memories
We did everything together
This is what always remind me
Don't let everything go through just like that
And just let the time end it
We did everything together
This is what always remind me
Don't let everything go through just like that
And just let the time end it
Minggu, 19 Februari 2012
such simple word
Feel free and use this to transform your thoughts to all the images
Of the tragedies in our reality
Look up and stare into the open air and realize
That beyond our eyes there lies,
The world you believed we all would never see.
Pull back the curtain and witness our own destruction.
Let in the burning sun
Stealing the innocence of everyone
Stealing the innocence of everyone
Death is coming, and
I will save us from them
The sirens alarming our swarming streets
Awaken the rest to become
Free from all the things that we hide from
And now is our chance to run
Free from the chaos they create
And its their world were trying to escape
Everyone you know and love
Everything we stand above
Everything with meaning to your life
Everything will burn
All this cancer that we create,
Will burn.
This is a message for those who choose to hear:
All I have to say
Is we've all been blind
And now is the time for you to
Take back the secrets they hide
We've all been blind
And now were free
Free from all the things that we hide from
And now is our chance to run
Free from the chaos they create
And its their world were trying to escape
Look around and see the problems in this world
All of our dreams, they cant unfold
They're poisoning our minds
Forever lost in time
Controlled by our own kind
We're controlled by,
The ones that run our minds
Don't believe a word they say
They're after our minds
Look around and see the problems in this world
All of our dreams, they cant unfold
They're poisoning our minds
Forever lost in time
Controlled by our own kind
We wont stand for this abomination,
Understand the power of creation.
Trust me
We wont stand for this abomination,
Understand the power of creation.
Of the tragedies in our reality
Look up and stare into the open air and realize
That beyond our eyes there lies,
The world you believed we all would never see.
Pull back the curtain and witness our own destruction.
Let in the burning sun
Stealing the innocence of everyone
Stealing the innocence of everyone
Death is coming, and
I will save us from them
The sirens alarming our swarming streets
Awaken the rest to become
Free from all the things that we hide from
And now is our chance to run
Free from the chaos they create
And its their world were trying to escape
Everyone you know and love
Everything we stand above
Everything with meaning to your life
Everything will burn
All this cancer that we create,
Will burn.
This is a message for those who choose to hear:
All I have to say
Is we've all been blind
And now is the time for you to
Take back the secrets they hide
We've all been blind
And now were free
Free from all the things that we hide from
And now is our chance to run
Free from the chaos they create
And its their world were trying to escape
Look around and see the problems in this world
All of our dreams, they cant unfold
They're poisoning our minds
Forever lost in time
Controlled by our own kind
We're controlled by,
The ones that run our minds
Don't believe a word they say
They're after our minds
Look around and see the problems in this world
All of our dreams, they cant unfold
They're poisoning our minds
Forever lost in time
Controlled by our own kind
We wont stand for this abomination,
Understand the power of creation.
Trust me
We wont stand for this abomination,
Understand the power of creation.
Kamis, 16 Februari 2012
SERENADE
That thought never cross my mind
That you could leave
And vanish into nothingness
Left us alone
I shall never forget the moment that I heard the news of you
Nothing gonna be the same again
I never thought that all the problems you kept in had a glimpse of truth
These words and these melodies I write for you
Inscribed in our hearts we scream for you
You never be alone again
Cos this serenade I sing for you
Will be your guardian angel
Watching over your endless sleep
Every now and then your smile
Appears before me
Only then I realize it's all just a dream
Your ghost still linger upon us
As it watches over
My every step
These words and these melodies I write for you
Inscribed in our hearts we scream for you
You never be alone again
Cos this serenade I sing for you
Will be your guardian angel
Watching over your endless sleep
That you could leave
And vanish into nothingness
Left us alone
I shall never forget the moment that I heard the news of you
Nothing gonna be the same again
I never thought that all the problems you kept in had a glimpse of truth
These words and these melodies I write for you
Inscribed in our hearts we scream for you
You never be alone again
Cos this serenade I sing for you
Will be your guardian angel
Watching over your endless sleep
Every now and then your smile
Appears before me
Only then I realize it's all just a dream
Your ghost still linger upon us
As it watches over
My every step
These words and these melodies I write for you
Inscribed in our hearts we scream for you
You never be alone again
Cos this serenade I sing for you
Will be your guardian angel
Watching over your endless sleep
Rabu, 15 Februari 2012
POTRET KEHAMPAAN !
Dan,
Semua telah hilang… potret kehampaan
Apa yang kutakutkan kini menjadi nyata
Tersisa hanyalah
Sesal tak habisnya
Kebodohan yang memaksa
Membuatku nista
Namun percuma meyakinkanmu
Kau memutarkan fakta
Pengorbanan tak lagi berarti
Hancurkan
Telah kucoba dengar, semua hanya alasan
Terpuruk dalam pedihku yakin
Kau kembali dengannya
Kulenyapkan semua, puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka
Kini ku tak berdaya
Hanya menunggu harapan yang sirna
Menanti asa yang tak kunjung tiba
Membuat cerita berakhir nestapa
Muakku adalah goresan hatiku
Namun percuma meyakinkanmu
Kau memutarkan fakta
Pengorbanan tak lagi berarti
Hancurkan
Telah kucoba dengar, semua hanya alasan
Terpuruk dalam pedihku yakin
Kau kembali dengannya
Kulenyapkan semua, puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka
Kini ku tak berdaya
Deritaku tak ada habisnya
Kan kubawa hingga semanis pembalasanku... nanti
Tiada bicara
Aroganmu meronta
Terdiamku, setengah mati
Telah kucoba dengar, semua hanya alasan
Terpuruk dalam pedihku yakin
Kau kembali dengannya
Kulenyapkan semua, puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka
Kini ku tak berdaya
Semua telah hilang… potret kehampaan
Apa yang kutakutkan kini menjadi nyata
Tersisa hanyalah
Sesal tak habisnya
Kebodohan yang memaksa
Membuatku nista
Namun percuma meyakinkanmu
Kau memutarkan fakta
Pengorbanan tak lagi berarti
Hancurkan
Telah kucoba dengar, semua hanya alasan
Terpuruk dalam pedihku yakin
Kau kembali dengannya
Kulenyapkan semua, puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka
Kini ku tak berdaya
Hanya menunggu harapan yang sirna
Menanti asa yang tak kunjung tiba
Membuat cerita berakhir nestapa
Muakku adalah goresan hatiku
Namun percuma meyakinkanmu
Kau memutarkan fakta
Pengorbanan tak lagi berarti
Hancurkan
Telah kucoba dengar, semua hanya alasan
Terpuruk dalam pedihku yakin
Kau kembali dengannya
Kulenyapkan semua, puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka
Kini ku tak berdaya
Deritaku tak ada habisnya
Kan kubawa hingga semanis pembalasanku... nanti
Tiada bicara
Aroganmu meronta
Terdiamku, setengah mati
Telah kucoba dengar, semua hanya alasan
Terpuruk dalam pedihku yakin
Kau kembali dengannya
Kulenyapkan semua, puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka
Kini ku tak berdaya
THE AWAKENING
If we could be your wings
we will make you fly again even though we are only a human
This burden will become lighter than you ever dreamed of
than you ever dreamed of
Though I have lived under their shadows
Though my soul was corrupted by their blood but
[their blood but]
He forgive and forget all of my sins
My door is being given
Forgiveness is all mine
Enough with this
Enough with this fake
Jumped through the labyrinth
I've been walking without your direction
Obeying Those words, i'm giving death
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
Oh
Filled by accepting His name and his words
No longer afraid of the false God
Filled by accepting His name and his words
No longer afraid of the false God
All those nightmare has been gone
Trapped within the reflection of the mirror
Only new hope is arise
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
All those nightmare has been gone
Trapped within the reflection of the mirror
Then realised and realised that his thought is real!
He gave me everything that shinning for me
The loneliness within me was the result of void
I have let him in, surrounding me
Like having a cold pure water inside me
Now I feel secure without fear and have a faith
Which pointing only for your bless
we will make you fly again even though we are only a human
This burden will become lighter than you ever dreamed of
than you ever dreamed of
Though I have lived under their shadows
Though my soul was corrupted by their blood but
[their blood but]
He forgive and forget all of my sins
My door is being given
Forgiveness is all mine
Enough with this
Enough with this fake
Jumped through the labyrinth
I've been walking without your direction
Obeying Those words, i'm giving death
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
Oh
Filled by accepting His name and his words
No longer afraid of the false God
Filled by accepting His name and his words
No longer afraid of the false God
All those nightmare has been gone
Trapped within the reflection of the mirror
Only new hope is arise
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
The loneliness within me was the result of void
Remember the last eve when you hold me tight
Recover my wound
All those nightmare has been gone
Trapped within the reflection of the mirror
Then realised and realised that his thought is real!
He gave me everything that shinning for me
The loneliness within me was the result of void
I have let him in, surrounding me
Like having a cold pure water inside me
Now I feel secure without fear and have a faith
Which pointing only for your bless
Selasa, 14 Februari 2012
DIFFERENT FACES FROM THE PAST
He tells her about the blue ocean
He tells her about the blue sky
Believing and hoping this to be true...this to be true
She can hear him..even if she cannot speak or see,her ears are still alive
He was trying to make himself forget the unforgattable..forget the unforgetable...
he was looking up to the sky and he cry..cry..cry..
and he wish that she miss him..
he wish that she mind to give him one more chance to be the one..
Now i'm only dreaming of u..now i'm only took ur picture on my pillowcase..
Now i'm only looking of u from my window..now i'm only look ur picture on my pillowcase..
He told her many things...
About the beautiful flowers he discovered on the battlefield
About bewitching beauty of mist filling in the morning.
She can hear him..even if she cannot speak or see,her ears are still alive
My memories flood my dreams
Is it only my dreams? Or is it my precious past??
words and words made me dizzy..
i'm looking for a key..a key for ur heart..
in his dream i saw different faces from the past
i knew that this path to hurt to pass
He tells her about the blue sky
Believing and hoping this to be true...this to be true
She can hear him..even if she cannot speak or see,her ears are still alive
He was trying to make himself forget the unforgattable..forget the unforgetable...
he was looking up to the sky and he cry..cry..cry..
and he wish that she miss him..
he wish that she mind to give him one more chance to be the one..
Now i'm only dreaming of u..now i'm only took ur picture on my pillowcase..
Now i'm only looking of u from my window..now i'm only look ur picture on my pillowcase..
He told her many things...
About the beautiful flowers he discovered on the battlefield
About bewitching beauty of mist filling in the morning.
She can hear him..even if she cannot speak or see,her ears are still alive
My memories flood my dreams
Is it only my dreams? Or is it my precious past??
words and words made me dizzy..
i'm looking for a key..a key for ur heart..
in his dream i saw different faces from the past
i knew that this path to hurt to pass
stand for the world !
Come on
we're waiting for you
Dont wait for a call, to make a move
what will we do
i will tell you now
we will stand to save the world
What have you done for tomorrow
to avoid yourself from a sorrow
because you know we're facing a massive death blow
our earth is wreck and dying now
Leave all these pain
its make us insane
(and the world is waiting for your move)
and now lets start to stand
Leave all this pain
and take it all away
(and the world is waiting for your move)
and now lets start to stand
Oh, if you wanna survive guys
you can choose between pipe down or stand out
because the world will not give us compromise
it would get angry and destroy us!
Stand for your life, lets make a change
now...
please let me say this, this is for our own life
and the most important is, it save our generation
we're waiting for you
Dont wait for a call, to make a move
what will we do
i will tell you now
we will stand to save the world
What have you done for tomorrow
to avoid yourself from a sorrow
because you know we're facing a massive death blow
our earth is wreck and dying now
Leave all these pain
its make us insane
(and the world is waiting for your move)
and now lets start to stand
Leave all this pain
and take it all away
(and the world is waiting for your move)
and now lets start to stand
Oh, if you wanna survive guys
you can choose between pipe down or stand out
because the world will not give us compromise
it would get angry and destroy us!
Stand for your life, lets make a change
now...
please let me say this, this is for our own life
and the most important is, it save our generation
Senin, 13 Februari 2012
hey guys let's start from now to save our world !
Here I stand, a place where I was born, and a place for me growing up
this is where I live, the beautiful earth
first place is really beautiful, ya very beautiful
now my world has disappeared once
you all feel the heat of this world?
now not as comfortable as the old world
This is my beauty world? This is not my world
we have been destroying this beautiful place, we have destroying
hey guys realized this world will end soon
we own that has been destroying
now .... the sea has been rising
now .... earthquakes often occur
now .... the mountains has erupted
now .... the polar ice has melted
let's save our world
this is where I live, the beautiful earth
first place is really beautiful, ya very beautiful
now my world has disappeared once
you all feel the heat of this world?
now not as comfortable as the old world
This is my beauty world? This is not my world
we have been destroying this beautiful place, we have destroying
hey guys realized this world will end soon
we own that has been destroying
now .... the sea has been rising
now .... earthquakes often occur
now .... the mountains has erupted
now .... the polar ice has melted
let's save our world
TERLAHIR SAMPAH ! \m/
KAU PANDANG AKU SEBELAH MATA
KAU JADIKAN AKU BAGAI SAMPAH TAK BERGUNA
BIARKAN KU BERDIRI
MENGHADAPI YANG TERJADI
CUKUP SUDAH KAU MENGHALANGI
WALAU PERIH INI MENGIRIS HATI
PERLAHAN LAHAN TAPI PASTI
DAN KALIAN MERAYAKAN TAK PEDULI
SEKARANG SAATNYA KALIAN PERGI
BERKACA PADA DIRI SENDIRI
(reff)
AKU TAK AKAN BERLARI DARI
PENGHINAAN YANG TAKKAN BERHENTI
AKU TAK AKAN PERNAH SEMBUNYI DARI
PEDIH DAN DENDAM DIHATI
KEMUNAFIKAN MEMANG TELAH MENGALIR DIDARAH KALIAN
MATILAH KALIAN ANJ*NG BANGS*T KEPAR*T !!!
RASAKAN SEMUA KEHANCURAN
RASAKAN SEMUA TERLUKA
TINGALKAN DIRIKU KUMINTA KAU DIAM
JANGANLAH KAU GANGU AKU
INI HIDUPKU BERHENTILAH MENGHAKIMIKU
KAU JADIKAN AKU BAGAI SAMPAH TAK BERGUNA
BIARKAN KU BERDIRI
MENGHADAPI YANG TERJADI
CUKUP SUDAH KAU MENGHALANGI
WALAU PERIH INI MENGIRIS HATI
PERLAHAN LAHAN TAPI PASTI
DAN KALIAN MERAYAKAN TAK PEDULI
SEKARANG SAATNYA KALIAN PERGI
BERKACA PADA DIRI SENDIRI
(reff)
AKU TAK AKAN BERLARI DARI
PENGHINAAN YANG TAKKAN BERHENTI
AKU TAK AKAN PERNAH SEMBUNYI DARI
PEDIH DAN DENDAM DIHATI
KEMUNAFIKAN MEMANG TELAH MENGALIR DIDARAH KALIAN
MATILAH KALIAN ANJ*NG BANGS*T KEPAR*T !!!
RASAKAN SEMUA KEHANCURAN
RASAKAN SEMUA TERLUKA
TINGALKAN DIRIKU KUMINTA KAU DIAM
JANGANLAH KAU GANGU AKU
INI HIDUPKU BERHENTILAH MENGHAKIMIKU
Minggu, 12 Februari 2012
Rabu, 08 Februari 2012
NO HEAVEN IN THIS WORLD
…this feelings sick ‘n tired
my times is gone passing me by
hear the past for moving fast
at least my pain left here and crush
look out the cemetary gates
how much it takes can’t hardly wait
for a thousand reason to believe
i’m still here just wait ‘n bleed
look at you as some one like you
could be needed for something new
do you think it’s gonna be okey
when bullet of mistakes here
then stuck inside your head
you can view than imagine
everything isn’t all about you
how can you tell me to relax
when what i see and feel so empty
intimidating me
it makes you believe
when i tell you there’s no heaven in this world
how do i get to sleep
paranoia type surrounds me
for all of this awake
i’ll keep my faith…inside of me
look at you as some one like you
could be needed for something new
do you think it’s gonna be okey
when bullet of mistakes here
then stuck inside your head
false mind notion…drown sensation…mad of creation
cold sweat no tears…adrenaline out insane
emotions that i love…shapes into my head
i close my eyes…
and take a deep breath…feel out the energies
come to my emotions…closer and harder
put my dagger in my heart
god…forgive me…i’am a sinner
it makes you believe
when i tell you there’s no heaven in this world
how do i get to sleep
paranoia type surrounds me
i hate with all of this pain…now…
i’m here…ready for a wake
my times is gone passing me by
hear the past for moving fast
at least my pain left here and crush
look out the cemetary gates
how much it takes can’t hardly wait
for a thousand reason to believe
i’m still here just wait ‘n bleed
look at you as some one like you
could be needed for something new
do you think it’s gonna be okey
when bullet of mistakes here
then stuck inside your head
you can view than imagine
everything isn’t all about you
how can you tell me to relax
when what i see and feel so empty
intimidating me
it makes you believe
when i tell you there’s no heaven in this world
how do i get to sleep
paranoia type surrounds me
for all of this awake
i’ll keep my faith…inside of me
look at you as some one like you
could be needed for something new
do you think it’s gonna be okey
when bullet of mistakes here
then stuck inside your head
false mind notion…drown sensation…mad of creation
cold sweat no tears…adrenaline out insane
emotions that i love…shapes into my head
i close my eyes…
and take a deep breath…feel out the energies
come to my emotions…closer and harder
put my dagger in my heart
god…forgive me…i’am a sinner
it makes you believe
when i tell you there’s no heaven in this world
how do i get to sleep
paranoia type surrounds me
i hate with all of this pain…now…
i’m here…ready for a wake
BRING ME THE HORIZON - COUNT YOUR BLESSING \m/
1. Pray For Plagues
FLYYYYYY!
She starts her new diet, of liquor and dick,
Just like Hollywood but laced in sick.
The sun goes down and so does she.
The sun goes down and so does she.
Sold out the love that she had left with a cut of the throat.
Drinks all round on her before she strolls to the moat.
The sun goes down and so does she.
The sun goes down and so does she.
Count your fucking...
Blessings!
Come on!
Count your blessings,
Because I'm counting every lie.
Count your blessings,
Because I'm counting every lie.
Counting every lie.
Christ, I'm asking you for just one thing
I'm asking you for just one thing
Eradicate, this disease.
Close your eyes.
Pray for plagues.
Oh Lord cleanse this earth
And bring upon our doomsday.
Close your eyes.
Pray for plagues.
Cleanse this earth
And bring doomsday.
She starts her new diet, of liquor and dick,
Just like Hollywood but laced in sick.
The sun goes down and so does she.
The sun goes down and so does she.
So clap your hands to the sound
Of everyone first born dying now.
Watch the rivers flow with blood
Having death stand were life once stood
So clap your hands to the sound
Of everyone first born dying now.
Watch the rivers turn to blood
Having death stand were life once stood
[x2]
Close your eyes.
Pray for plagues.
Cleanse this earth
Bring our doomsday.
2. Tell Slater Not To Wash His Dick
I've been away for every day and every fucking night.
I've seen your eyes, I've seen your eyes, I've seen your eyes.
I've been away for every day and every fucking night.
And with every city, it gets harder.
You've got a mouth like a razor-blade. It cuts so deep.
So kiss my wrists, my neck and give me eternal sleep.
You say, you say, I'm only a phone call away.
But for me, this distance is decay.
So line my throat with lipstick and leave my blood for flies.
I'll gurgle the blues under a sea of lies.
Before you take me to sea, let me kiss the bride.
Now take my body to the shore and ill wait for the tide.
I will always love you!
But I need pills to sleep.
I have always failed you!
So throw away my memories.
So throw away my memories.
3. For Stevie Wonders Eyes Only (Braille)
It's 3:18, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen,
The minutes are hours, the hours are days,
I feel infected by your presence, you speak in tongues,
I smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs,
I whispered in her ear:
Fear me dear, for I am Death,
I'll take your hope, your dreams, your love,
Till there's nothing left
I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me dear, for I am Death,
I'll take that shit you call a life, in a single fucking breath.
I'll take your hope,
I'll take your fucking dreams!
I'll take your love,
I'll take everything you fucking...
BITCH!
I'll steal the diamonds
From your eyes,
I'll turn your promises
Into lies,
I'll steal the diamonds
From your eyes,
I'll turn your promises
Into lies.
It's 3:18, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen,
The hours are days, the days are dead,
I feel infected by your presence, you speak in tongues,
I smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs,
I hear the fear in your voice
But you shouldn't feel a thing,
Your life's already worse than any pain that I could bring,
That I could bring,
That I could bring,
I could make it December every day,
But you're so blind, it may as well be May,
And I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me dear, for this is Death
And I whispered in her ear:
Fear me, 'cause I am Death
One more time,
I whispered in her ear:
Fear me dear, for I am Death,
I'll take everything you ever loved
I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me, for I am Death.
For I am Death.
For I am Death
Bitch
4. A Lot Like Vegas
So cash in all your chips tonight baby
Cause were going out of style.
We could leave this city, if only for a while.
Well take this feeling to our graves
For every heart that we betrayed.
No one can know about this.
Well take this feeling to our graves
For every heart that we betrayed.
No one can know about this.
The only place ill ever call home, is my deathbed.
I know we're so wrong
But it feels so right.
And its not a party,
If it happens every night.
I'm running on empty,
Your running out of luck.
So lets ditch this city,
Before we sober up
5. Black & Blue
I guess some kids are just born with tragedy in their blood,
I try to wash this away,
I wanna cleanse your
VEINS!
I can help you see the light
Out of your despair,
You tie the rope,
I'll kick the fucking chair!
I feel the malice in my veins
My heart swells with hatred in your name,
And when you've got nothing to turn black and blue,
You've still got Hell to look forward to,
(You've still got Hell
You've still got Hell
When you've still got Hell)
I will dance on your grave,
I will dance on your fucking grave,
I will dance on your grave,
I will dance on your grave,
Oh, when you're blessed with a grave to call your own,
In my mind you'll be six feet closer to your home,
Your eulogy will be music,
Your eulogy will be music to my ears,
Oh, yeah,
I can help you to see light out of your despair,
You tie the rope, I'll kick the fucking chair,
I feel the malice in my veins,
And my heart swells with hatred in your name,
And when you've got nothing to be black and blue,
You've still got Hell,
You've still got Hell to look forward to,
Black and blue,
Black and blue,
I have never really fucking cared,
She never fucking, had fucking air,
I have never really fucking cared,
Tie the rope, I'll kick the fucking chair,
Let's go
6. Slow Dance
[Instrumental]
7. Liquor & Love Lost
I thought I saw your eyes,
Laced in smoke & cigarette curls.
I thought I saw your eyes
But I'm seeing ghosts tonight.
She haunts me!
'til my bitter end.
She haunts me!
I swear I heard your voice, overwhelmed by conversation.
I swear I heard your voice but I'm hearing ghosts tonight!
The bars turn out there lights.
And I drink away the day as it decays.
So much for living forever,
So much for death do us part
She haunts me!
She haunts me!
She haunts me!
Every fucking...
NIGHT!
8. (I Used To Make Out With) Medusa
Dead hands clutch my arm
The smell of death fills the air
Her fragrance,
Her carcass reanimates.
Oh, if you need me
I'll be tying a rope to the tree
Where our love used to be.
I've took down every photo of us and buried them at sea.
I've took down every photo of us and buried them at sea.
Don't worry dearest
Beauty is only skin deep.
Psyche!
Your beauty is no more.
So why don't you just fuck yourself you fucking whore.
Your beauty is no more.
So why don't you just fuck yourself you stupid fucking whore.
Well I should of known,
Not to look into her eyes
I'm cast to stone,
Her glare was my demise!
Medusa.
Medusa.
Your beauty is no more.
So why don't you just fuck yourself you fucking whore.
Dead hands clutch my arm
The smell of death fills the air
Her fragrance,
Her carcass reanimates.
Since you left me, things have never been the same.
Hour by hour, day by day.
Your memory will fade away.
Every sunrise, every sunset
Will help me to forget your name,
Your smile, your eyes
Medusa.
Decapitate her and bring her head to athena
Unlike her sisters, She ain't no deathless God.
This is for everytime you stabbed me in the back
For every notch in your bed post
This is for everytime you stabbed me in the back
For every notch in your bed post
9. 15 Fathoms & Counting
[Instrumental]
10. Off The Heezay
Off the heezay,
I've been taken from your arms
So many times I've felt this before.
The sheets are tangled
And they don't feel right on my carcass.
Like you do.
This is my revenge!
For every second sleep has stole
I feel dead
I feel dead inside.
I feel dead
I feel so fucking dead
I feel dead
I feel so dead!
Last night we dressed to our best,
And drank 'til there was nothing left.
I walked you home, you held my hand
We fucked away the rest of the night
Take my hand
For this is my revenge.
This is my revenge.
For every second lost.
This is my revenge!
This is my revenge!
This is my revenge!
This is my...
This is my revenge!
This is my...
(For every second)
Sleep has stole
And sweetie, I've got to say
That I'm really not worth the time of your day.
I guess when when we left each other for the first time
We didn't think goodbye would be our new favorite line.
FLYYYYYY!
She starts her new diet, of liquor and dick,
Just like Hollywood but laced in sick.
The sun goes down and so does she.
The sun goes down and so does she.
Sold out the love that she had left with a cut of the throat.
Drinks all round on her before she strolls to the moat.
The sun goes down and so does she.
The sun goes down and so does she.
Count your fucking...
Blessings!
Come on!
Count your blessings,
Because I'm counting every lie.
Count your blessings,
Because I'm counting every lie.
Counting every lie.
Christ, I'm asking you for just one thing
I'm asking you for just one thing
Eradicate, this disease.
Close your eyes.
Pray for plagues.
Oh Lord cleanse this earth
And bring upon our doomsday.
Close your eyes.
Pray for plagues.
Cleanse this earth
And bring doomsday.
She starts her new diet, of liquor and dick,
Just like Hollywood but laced in sick.
The sun goes down and so does she.
The sun goes down and so does she.
So clap your hands to the sound
Of everyone first born dying now.
Watch the rivers flow with blood
Having death stand were life once stood
So clap your hands to the sound
Of everyone first born dying now.
Watch the rivers turn to blood
Having death stand were life once stood
[x2]
Close your eyes.
Pray for plagues.
Cleanse this earth
Bring our doomsday.
2. Tell Slater Not To Wash His Dick
I've been away for every day and every fucking night.
I've seen your eyes, I've seen your eyes, I've seen your eyes.
I've been away for every day and every fucking night.
And with every city, it gets harder.
You've got a mouth like a razor-blade. It cuts so deep.
So kiss my wrists, my neck and give me eternal sleep.
You say, you say, I'm only a phone call away.
But for me, this distance is decay.
So line my throat with lipstick and leave my blood for flies.
I'll gurgle the blues under a sea of lies.
Before you take me to sea, let me kiss the bride.
Now take my body to the shore and ill wait for the tide.
I will always love you!
But I need pills to sleep.
I have always failed you!
So throw away my memories.
So throw away my memories.
3. For Stevie Wonders Eyes Only (Braille)
It's 3:18, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen,
The minutes are hours, the hours are days,
I feel infected by your presence, you speak in tongues,
I smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs,
I whispered in her ear:
Fear me dear, for I am Death,
I'll take your hope, your dreams, your love,
Till there's nothing left
I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me dear, for I am Death,
I'll take that shit you call a life, in a single fucking breath.
I'll take your hope,
I'll take your fucking dreams!
I'll take your love,
I'll take everything you fucking...
BITCH!
I'll steal the diamonds
From your eyes,
I'll turn your promises
Into lies,
I'll steal the diamonds
From your eyes,
I'll turn your promises
Into lies.
It's 3:18, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen,
The hours are days, the days are dead,
I feel infected by your presence, you speak in tongues,
I smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs,
I hear the fear in your voice
But you shouldn't feel a thing,
Your life's already worse than any pain that I could bring,
That I could bring,
That I could bring,
I could make it December every day,
But you're so blind, it may as well be May,
And I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me dear, for this is Death
And I whispered in her ear:
Fear me, 'cause I am Death
One more time,
I whispered in her ear:
Fear me dear, for I am Death,
I'll take everything you ever loved
I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me, for I am Death.
For I am Death.
For I am Death
Bitch
4. A Lot Like Vegas
So cash in all your chips tonight baby
Cause were going out of style.
We could leave this city, if only for a while.
Well take this feeling to our graves
For every heart that we betrayed.
No one can know about this.
Well take this feeling to our graves
For every heart that we betrayed.
No one can know about this.
The only place ill ever call home, is my deathbed.
I know we're so wrong
But it feels so right.
And its not a party,
If it happens every night.
I'm running on empty,
Your running out of luck.
So lets ditch this city,
Before we sober up
5. Black & Blue
I guess some kids are just born with tragedy in their blood,
I try to wash this away,
I wanna cleanse your
VEINS!
I can help you see the light
Out of your despair,
You tie the rope,
I'll kick the fucking chair!
I feel the malice in my veins
My heart swells with hatred in your name,
And when you've got nothing to turn black and blue,
You've still got Hell to look forward to,
(You've still got Hell
You've still got Hell
When you've still got Hell)
I will dance on your grave,
I will dance on your fucking grave,
I will dance on your grave,
I will dance on your grave,
Oh, when you're blessed with a grave to call your own,
In my mind you'll be six feet closer to your home,
Your eulogy will be music,
Your eulogy will be music to my ears,
Oh, yeah,
I can help you to see light out of your despair,
You tie the rope, I'll kick the fucking chair,
I feel the malice in my veins,
And my heart swells with hatred in your name,
And when you've got nothing to be black and blue,
You've still got Hell,
You've still got Hell to look forward to,
Black and blue,
Black and blue,
I have never really fucking cared,
She never fucking, had fucking air,
I have never really fucking cared,
Tie the rope, I'll kick the fucking chair,
Let's go
6. Slow Dance
[Instrumental]
7. Liquor & Love Lost
I thought I saw your eyes,
Laced in smoke & cigarette curls.
I thought I saw your eyes
But I'm seeing ghosts tonight.
She haunts me!
'til my bitter end.
She haunts me!
I swear I heard your voice, overwhelmed by conversation.
I swear I heard your voice but I'm hearing ghosts tonight!
The bars turn out there lights.
And I drink away the day as it decays.
So much for living forever,
So much for death do us part
She haunts me!
She haunts me!
She haunts me!
Every fucking...
NIGHT!
8. (I Used To Make Out With) Medusa
Dead hands clutch my arm
The smell of death fills the air
Her fragrance,
Her carcass reanimates.
Oh, if you need me
I'll be tying a rope to the tree
Where our love used to be.
I've took down every photo of us and buried them at sea.
I've took down every photo of us and buried them at sea.
Don't worry dearest
Beauty is only skin deep.
Psyche!
Your beauty is no more.
So why don't you just fuck yourself you fucking whore.
Your beauty is no more.
So why don't you just fuck yourself you stupid fucking whore.
Well I should of known,
Not to look into her eyes
I'm cast to stone,
Her glare was my demise!
Medusa.
Medusa.
Your beauty is no more.
So why don't you just fuck yourself you fucking whore.
Dead hands clutch my arm
The smell of death fills the air
Her fragrance,
Her carcass reanimates.
Since you left me, things have never been the same.
Hour by hour, day by day.
Your memory will fade away.
Every sunrise, every sunset
Will help me to forget your name,
Your smile, your eyes
Medusa.
Decapitate her and bring her head to athena
Unlike her sisters, She ain't no deathless God.
This is for everytime you stabbed me in the back
For every notch in your bed post
This is for everytime you stabbed me in the back
For every notch in your bed post
9. 15 Fathoms & Counting
[Instrumental]
10. Off The Heezay
Off the heezay,
I've been taken from your arms
So many times I've felt this before.
The sheets are tangled
And they don't feel right on my carcass.
Like you do.
This is my revenge!
For every second sleep has stole
I feel dead
I feel dead inside.
I feel dead
I feel so fucking dead
I feel dead
I feel so dead!
Last night we dressed to our best,
And drank 'til there was nothing left.
I walked you home, you held my hand
We fucked away the rest of the night
Take my hand
For this is my revenge.
This is my revenge.
For every second lost.
This is my revenge!
This is my revenge!
This is my revenge!
This is my...
This is my revenge!
This is my...
(For every second)
Sleep has stole
And sweetie, I've got to say
That I'm really not worth the time of your day.
I guess when when we left each other for the first time
We didn't think goodbye would be our new favorite line.
LIKE A BITCH !!
ouch dear, can you came here now?
let's have sex, and we will launch party
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrawrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... .... BITCH !!!
open your clothes, show me your striptease
keep dancing, before I had to stop
and tonight I would satisfied, making out with many girls
forget all your problems right now!
we better have fun here with me
there is no women like a whore from this moment and onwards
now you have to prove
you are not a whorenow you must promise
you'll be better again
Can you make me feel excited
made me forget about everything
nobody wants this party ends
Of course don't want this party ends
and this is the real party
of course yes
have sex much as you like
this is it!
let's have sex, and we will launch party
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrawrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... .... BITCH !!!
open your clothes, show me your striptease
keep dancing, before I had to stop
and tonight I would satisfied, making out with many girls
forget all your problems right now!
we better have fun here with me
there is no women like a whore from this moment and onwards
now you have to prove
you are not a whorenow you must promise
you'll be better again
Can you make me feel excited
made me forget about everything
nobody wants this party ends
Of course don't want this party ends
and this is the real party
of course yes
have sex much as you like
this is it!
TITIK DALAM KOMA \m/
Tak tersisakan harapan
Semua akal telah sirna, nurani tak terlihat lagi
Yang kulihat hanyalah luka, tersirat di nadi sang negri
Sumpah telah kau ucapkan, pada sang penguasa
Sumpah telah kau ucapkan, kau khianati semua
Tak tersisakan harapan
Semua telah sirna, menjauh dan menghilang
Dalam bayang
Wahai penerus, bukalah kedua matamu
Detik, menit, hancur luluh tak berbentuk
Hancur
Demi dirimu, kami berkorban
Lihatlah dirimu, engkau arogan
Ribuan pahlawan mendedikasikan seluruh hidupnya untuk merdekakan negeri ini
Perjuangan mereka tidaklah sia-si, namun kita tidak pernah merdeka
Dimana kita para penerus bangsa?
Bersatulah wahai pemud, meneruskan perjuangan mereka
Perjuangan belum berakhir
Bagai TITIK DALAM KOMA
Bukalah matamu, sadarkan jiwamu
Buka matamu, sadarlah
Bersatulah wahai pemuda
Semua akal telah sirna, nurani tak terlihat lagi
Yang kulihat hanyalah luka, tersirat di nadi sang negri
Sumpah telah kau ucapkan, pada sang penguasa
Sumpah telah kau ucapkan, kau khianati semua
Tak tersisakan harapan
Semua telah sirna, menjauh dan menghilang
Dalam bayang
Wahai penerus, bukalah kedua matamu
Detik, menit, hancur luluh tak berbentuk
Hancur
Demi dirimu, kami berkorban
Lihatlah dirimu, engkau arogan
Ribuan pahlawan mendedikasikan seluruh hidupnya untuk merdekakan negeri ini
Perjuangan mereka tidaklah sia-si, namun kita tidak pernah merdeka
Dimana kita para penerus bangsa?
Bersatulah wahai pemud, meneruskan perjuangan mereka
Perjuangan belum berakhir
Bagai TITIK DALAM KOMA
Bukalah matamu, sadarkan jiwamu
Buka matamu, sadarlah
Bersatulah wahai pemuda
Selasa, 07 Februari 2012
last breath \m/
Is this my last breath? [x4]
I can't breathe,
I'm choking on my own condescending words.
Answer me
Will you ever answer me?
Aren't you gonna answer me?
When I am crying out your name and I'm lost in shame.
Lead me on my way, &
Give me words to say.
(words to say)
And I can't see
That I've lost my dreams,
Carry me, cause my heart is weak
Is this my last breath? [x2]
I can't sleep
This world inside my head is run by my anxious thoughts
Give me peace
Will you bring me off my knees?
Aren't you gonna answer me?
When I am crying out your name and I'm lost in shame.
Lead me on my way, &
Give me words to say.
(words to say)
And I can't see
That I've lost my dreams,
Carry me, cause my heart is weak
Is this my last breath? [x2]
I've been trying aimlessly, over & over
to fill this void inside of me.
My mind's in a cage
And I'm on my knees.
(on my knees)
I can feel the shift go inside my head,
Am I going crazy?
And I can't see, that I've lost my dreams,
(this is is my last breath)
Carry me, cause my heart is weak
(this is is my last breath)
I can't see, that I've lost my dreams, yeah
and carry me
(you gonna answer me?)
Cause my heart is weak
Answer me! [2x]
I can't breathe,
I'm choking on my own condescending words.
Answer me
Will you ever answer me?
Aren't you gonna answer me?
When I am crying out your name and I'm lost in shame.
Lead me on my way, &
Give me words to say.
(words to say)
And I can't see
That I've lost my dreams,
Carry me, cause my heart is weak
Is this my last breath? [x2]
I can't sleep
This world inside my head is run by my anxious thoughts
Give me peace
Will you bring me off my knees?
Aren't you gonna answer me?
When I am crying out your name and I'm lost in shame.
Lead me on my way, &
Give me words to say.
(words to say)
And I can't see
That I've lost my dreams,
Carry me, cause my heart is weak
Is this my last breath? [x2]
I've been trying aimlessly, over & over
to fill this void inside of me.
My mind's in a cage
And I'm on my knees.
(on my knees)
I can feel the shift go inside my head,
Am I going crazy?
And I can't see, that I've lost my dreams,
(this is is my last breath)
Carry me, cause my heart is weak
(this is is my last breath)
I can't see, that I've lost my dreams, yeah
and carry me
(you gonna answer me?)
Cause my heart is weak
Answer me! [2x]
2o1o2o11 annisa miranda maulidiyah :'*
langsung topik --->
semua iki berawal tekan aku mutusno keputusan gawe putus tekan awkmu, iyo aku mutusno awk.mu,
mbuh aku kesambet setan opo pas , pertama.e ncen mek iku" tok seng ono' nang pikiranku,
berawal tekan aku seng wes nduwe rasa" BM trus awkmu berucap sebuah kalimat yoiku
"GAWE OPO PACARAN LEK KOYOK TAEK" secara otomatis aku sebagai arek sing nemen labil.e
langsung dukur emosi.e, aku gangerti la'opo maneh aku peteng nemen tepak iku masio awkmu
sampek nangis" aku yo gk tego asli.e --a tp gara" keLABILanku aku maleh acuh *blik --a
akhir.e aku gangerti opo" maneh dan akhir.e ngajak awk.mu putus --a :(
dasar.e putus iku tk gawe instropeksi diri, eh aku malah kecantol arek seng tau gapercoyo
nang aku, dasar.e aku LABIL = GOBLIK ujung"e balikan mbek arek.e *tambahcurhat
balik topik ---> seminggu aku acuh nang awkmu nis, nemen bahkan, 2 minggu tambah,
perang status pisan --a tp aku akhir.e sadar, lek aku mek iso bahagia nang sampingmu,
aku nyaman nang cedekmu, masio pacaran gatau aneh" kecuali .... ikuwes,
aku bahagia pol ngertia masio gelek bengkerengan --a
gk ngerti la'opo caraku iso apik maneh mbek awkmu tk coba', dan akhir.e berhasil,
aku iso apik.an maneh mbek awkmu dan tk pikir iku harapan besarku iso balik yeeeeee *apadeh--a
tapi opo karena kegoblokanku + aku nduwe bojo seng gendeng, angel akhir.e --a akhir.e
aku pedot yeee *gendeng--a nyoba' cedek awkmu maneh, tapi opo awkmu wes berubah drastis,
wes gk koyok biasa.e, gk ono' perhatian.e belas d sms jarang bales, tk selidiki perlahan"
ternyata naaaah ketemu jawaban.e awkmu knopo, dadakno wes nduwe bojo, dan awkmu ngerti
aku nangis gara" awkmu ngunu? aku mendadak arek seng bendinane gembeng + galau,
masio wes putus awkmu jek koyok ngunu nang aku, mungkin iki karmaku, iyo iki karmaku :'D
tk pikir dengan aku frontal awkmu iso koyok biyen, tapiiiii .... tetep ae awkmu jek koyok ngunu,
aku gk ngurus asli.e lek d parani toneng, aku gk ngurus,
tapi dadakno onok arek lanang liyo maneh, yo iku diego, awooooh loroh nemen ngertia,
bendinoku nangis lek mikirno awkmu koyok ngene iki, aku gembeng nemen saiki :'D
aku sepisan di ngene'no arek wedok, sangking berarti.e awkmu nang aku,
mbuh awkmu jek sayang aku opo perasaanmu sek koyok biyen aku gak ngerti,
awkmu jan berubah pol, mbuh niatmu bales dendam opo asli .aku loroh, atiku mati,
wes gk kuat :'Daku mek iso sayang awkmu tok ngerti.a ?
mek iso sayang nang ANNISA MIRANDA MAULIDIYAH :' seng biyen tau tk keceewa'no,
aku sayang nemen, aku pingin koyok biyen, tapi opo? keadaan.e mbok dadi'no koyo' ngene,
saiki aku mek iso pasrah :'
aku sayang nemen nang awkmu nis :'2o1o2o11 :'*
killms - tormented chord
[intro] Dm A# Dm A#
Dm A# C 2x
Dm
For the last time
A#
You waste my tears now
C Dm
No more torment
A# C
But don`t just say you`ve gone away
Dm
You tell a fuckin` tale
A# C
Swallow me and spit me out
Dm
How do I get trought of this?
A# C
I can`t stand it anymore
Dm
Can, you, see, me…
A# C
Smiling when I sing this song
Dm
Right, now…
A# C
I just want to be alive
Dm
You know I was dying when you told me
A# C
That I`m not yours anymore
Dm
You know I was dying when you told me
A# C
You`re just playing and fooling around with me
Dm A#
When the time she comes and wakes me
C
She comes and wakes me
Dm A# C
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
Dm A# C
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
Dm A#
When she said that she really loves me
C
Were the worst fucking days
[intro] Dm A# C 2x
Dm
I`m dying and bleeding of my past
A# C
I`m dying and bleeding of my past
Dm
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
A# C
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Dm
Can, you, see, me…
A# C
Smiling when I sing this song
Dm
Right, now…
A# C
I just want to be alive
Dm
You know I was dying when you told me
A# C
That I`m not yours anymore
Dm
You know I was dying when you told me
A# C Dm
You`re just playing and fooling around with me
Dm A#
When the time she comes and wakes me
C
She comes and wakes me
Dm A# C
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
Dm A# C
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
Dm A#
When she said that she really loves me
C
Were the worst fucking days
A#
But suddenly you came to me,
and begged me to be yours again
Right now you`re holding my hand but sorry baby,
but all I can say is...
Dm
No, hell no…!!!
[intro] Dm C A# C
Dm C
Can you see the times grows older
A# C
She blew my dreams away
Dm C
It`s all done, the time is over
A# C Dm
I don`t know how to say to you
Dm F
Can you see the times grows older
Gm A#
She blew my dreams away
Dm F
It`s all done, the time is over
Gm A#
I don`t know how to say to you
Dm
The time is over!!!
The time, NO!!!
Dm A# C 2x
Dm
For the last time
A#
You waste my tears now
C Dm
No more torment
A# C
But don`t just say you`ve gone away
Dm
You tell a fuckin` tale
A# C
Swallow me and spit me out
Dm
How do I get trought of this?
A# C
I can`t stand it anymore
Dm
Can, you, see, me…
A# C
Smiling when I sing this song
Dm
Right, now…
A# C
I just want to be alive
Dm
You know I was dying when you told me
A# C
That I`m not yours anymore
Dm
You know I was dying when you told me
A# C
You`re just playing and fooling around with me
Dm A#
When the time she comes and wakes me
C
She comes and wakes me
Dm A# C
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
Dm A# C
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
Dm A#
When she said that she really loves me
C
Were the worst fucking days
[intro] Dm A# C 2x
Dm
I`m dying and bleeding of my past
A# C
I`m dying and bleeding of my past
Dm
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
A# C
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Dm
Can, you, see, me…
A# C
Smiling when I sing this song
Dm
Right, now…
A# C
I just want to be alive
Dm
You know I was dying when you told me
A# C
That I`m not yours anymore
Dm
You know I was dying when you told me
A# C Dm
You`re just playing and fooling around with me
Dm A#
When the time she comes and wakes me
C
She comes and wakes me
Dm A# C
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
Dm A# C
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
Dm A#
When she said that she really loves me
C
Were the worst fucking days
A#
But suddenly you came to me,
and begged me to be yours again
Right now you`re holding my hand but sorry baby,
but all I can say is...
Dm
No, hell no…!!!
[intro] Dm C A# C
Dm C
Can you see the times grows older
A# C
She blew my dreams away
Dm C
It`s all done, the time is over
A# C Dm
I don`t know how to say to you
Dm F
Can you see the times grows older
Gm A#
She blew my dreams away
Dm F
It`s all done, the time is over
Gm A#
I don`t know how to say to you
Dm
The time is over!!!
The time, NO!!!
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