lies ~

yeah~ love is pain..
dedicate to all my broken-hearted
one's old a flame.. just scream my name~
and i'm sick of love songs
i hate damn love songs... memento of ours..
koh-ji-mar(lie)

a late night and rains falling down
i bring you back from my memories...
i promised my self i would be fine whitout you
but i can't help it~
i drank the alcohol i couldn't drink,
trying to fill my empty heart
a day whitout you is too long,
i pray that i may please forget you,, that's a lie...
whiout you, happiness can't be found in me
i can't even shed any tears
i don't want to live anymore..
yeah~ this is bullshit,, it's pissing me off,, in thoughts of you...
im going crazy,, iwant to see you,, but i'm being told, that i can't..
that it's all over.. i'll be right there..

i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i didn;t know, but i know now that i need you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, out of anger..
i pushed you away with those piercing words, without realizing..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i'm so sorry but i love you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, will you leave..
and forget me slowly,, so i can be in pain..

i dedicated my all into this song for you,,
other people probably don't know..
by myself, without anyone knowing..
those words i said were lies...
a loner left behid all alone, and me lost in the mist of it all, the breakup letter that's wrinkled...
and folded up in my pocket.
and my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are...
i'm gonna change..
i'll laugh everything off from now on..

i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i didn;t know, but i know now that i need you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, out of anger..
i pushed you away with those piercing words, without realizing..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i'm so sorry but i love you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, will you leave..
and forget me slowly,, so i can be in pain..

i hope this is all a dream...
because i only add up to this much...
drop that thing...
i still can't forget you, no  idon't think i ever will..
even till the day i die..
did the scars i gave you heal?
i'm sorry because i never got..
to do any thing for you..

i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i didn;t know, but i know now that i need you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, out of anger..
i pushed you away with those piercing words, without realizing..
i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie..
i'm so sorry but i love you..
i'm so sorry but i love you, will you leave..
and forget me slowly,, so i can be in pain..

bye.. bye..